Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
That fifth act of mine! what was it to be? Involuntarily my lips uttered
the name of William Edgerton! I started as if I had trodden upon a
viper. The denouement of the drama at once grew up before my eyes. I
felt the dagger in my grasp; I actually drew it from my bosom. I saw the
victim before me--a smile upon his lips--a fire in his glance--an ardor,
an intelligence, that looked like exulting passion; and my own eyes
grew dim. I was blinded; but, even in the darkness, I struck with fatal
precision. I felt the resistance, I heard the groan and the falling
body; and my hair rose, with a cold, moist life of its own, upon my
clammy and shrinking temples.
I recovered from the delusion. My dagger had been piercing the empty
air; but the feeling and the horror in my soul were not less real
because the deed had been one of fancy only. The foregone conclusion was
in my mind, and I well knew that fate would yet bring the victim to the
altar.
I know not how I reached my dwelling, but when there I was soon brought
to a sober condition of the senses. I found everything in commotion.
Mrs. Delaney, late Clifford, was there, busy in my wife's chamber, while
her husband, surly with such an interruption to his domestic felicity,
even at the threshold, was below, kicking his heels in solemn
disquietude in the parlor. The servants had been despatched to bring
her and to seek me, in the first moments of my wife's danger. She
had consciousness enough for that, and Mrs. Delaney had summoned the
physician. He too--the excellent old man, who had assisted us in our
clandestine marriage--he too was there; sad, troubled, and regarding
me with looks of apprehension and rebuke which seemed to ask why I was
abroad at that late hour, leaving my wife under such circumstances. I
could not meet his glance with a manly eye. They brought me the dead
infant--poor atom of mortality--no longer mortal; but I turned away from
the spectacle. I dared not look upon it. It was the form of a perished
hope, ended in a dream! And such a dream! The physician gave me a brief
explanation of the condition of things.
“Your wife is very ill. It is difficult to say what will happen. Make
up your mind for the worst. She has fever--has been delirious. But she
sleeps now under the effect of some medicine I have given her. She will
not sleep long; and everything will depend upon her wakening. She must
be kept very quiet.”
I asked if he could conjecture what should bring about such an event.
“Though delicate, Julia was not out of health. She had been well during
the evening when I left her.”
“You have left her long. This is a late hour, Mr. Clifford, for a young
husband to be out. Nothing but matter of necessity could excuse--”
I interrupted him with some gravity:--
“Suppose then it was a matter of necessity--of seeming necessity, at
least.”
He observed my emotion.
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