Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
I read her meaning, where her language was ambiguous, in her sharp,
leering eyes--full of significance--an expression of mysterious
intelligence, which, mingled with a slight, sinister smile upon her
lips, for a moment, brought a renewal of all my tortures and suspicions.
She saw the annoyance which I felt, and strove to increase it. I know
not--I will not repeat--the occasional innuendos which she allowed
herself to utter in the brief space of a twenty minutes' interview. It
is enough to say that nothing could be more evident than her desire
to vex me with the worst pangs which a man can know, even though
her success in the attempt was to be attained at the expense of her
daughter's peace of mind and reputation. I do not believe that she ever
hinted to another, what she clearly enough insinuated as a cause of fear
to me. Her purpose was to goad me to madness, and in her witless malice,
I do believe she was utterly unconscious of the evil that might accrue
to the child of her own womb from her base and cruel suggestions. I
wished to get from her these suggestions in a more distinct form. I
wished at the same time, to deprive her of the pleasure of seeing that I
understood her. I restrained myself accordingly, though the vulture was
then again at my vitals.
“What do you mean. Mrs. Delaney? Why is it a pity that I hadn't gone
months ago?”
“Oh! that's enough for me to know. I have my reasons.”
“But, will you not suffer me to know them? I am conscious of no evil
that has arisen from my not going sooner.”
“Indeed! Well, if you are not, I can only say you're not so keen-sighted
a lawyer as I thought you were. That's all.”
“If you think I would have made out better, got more practice, and made
more money in Alabama, that, I must tell you, has been long since my own
opinion.”
“No! I don't mean that--it has no regard to business and
money-making--what I mean.”
“Ah! what can it have regard to? You make me curious, Mrs. Delaney.”
“Well, that may be; but I'm not going to satisfy your curiosity. I
thought you had seen enough for yourself. I'm sure you're the only one
that has not seen.”
“Upon my soul, Mrs. Delaney, you are quite a mystery.”
“Oh! am I?”
“I can't dive into such depths. I'm ignorant.”
“Tell those that know you no better. But you can't blind me. I know
that you know--and more than that, I can guess what's carrying you to
Alabama. It's not law business, I know that.”
I was vexed enough, as may be supposed, at this malicious pertinacity,
but I kept down my struggling gorge with a resolution which I had
been compelled often enough to exercise before; and quietly ended the
interview by taking my hat and departure, as I said:--
“You are certainly a very sagacious lady, Mrs. Delaney; but I must leave
you, and wait your own time to make these mysterious revelations. My
respects to Mr. Delaney. Good morning.”
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