Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
William Edgerton was a master of the flute. Often before, when we were
the best friends, had I listened with delight, while he compelled it
into discourse of music wild and somewhat incoherent still: his present
performance had now attained more continuousness and character. It was
still mournful, but its sorrows rose and fell naturally, in compliance
with the laws of art. I listened till I could listen no longer. Human
patience must have its limits. My wife still slept. I descended the
stairs, opened the door with as much cautiousness as possible, and
prepared to grapple the musician and haul him into the light.
It might be Edgerton or not. I was morally sure it was. By grappling
with him, in such a situation, I should bring the affair to a final
issue, though it might not be a murderous one. But of that I did not
think; I went forward to do something; what that something was to be,
it was left for time and chance to determine. But, suddenly, as I opened
the door, the music ceased. Stepping into the yard, I heard the sound as
of a falling body. I naturally concluded that he had heard the opening
of the door, and had suffered himself to drop down to the ground. I took
for granted that he had descended on the opposite side of the yard and
within the enclosure of a neighbor. I leaped the fence, hurried to the
tree, traversed the grounds, and found nobody. I returned, reached my
own premises, and found the gate open which opened upon the street. He
had gone then in that direction. I turned into this street, posted
with all speed to the corner of the square and met only the watchman.
I asked, but he had seen nobody. The street was perfectly quiet, I
returned, reascended to my chamber, found Julia now awake, and evidently
much agitated. She had arisen in my absence, and was only about to
re-enter the bed when I rushed up stairs.
What was I to think? What fear? I was too conscious of the suspicious
nature of my thoughts and fears to suffer myself to ask any
questions--and she, unhappily for both of us--she said nothing. Had she
but spoken--had she but uttered the natural inquiry--“Did you hear that
strange music, husband?”--how much easier had been her extrication. But
she was silent, and I was again let loose upon a wide sea of fears and
doubts and damnable apprehensions. Once more, and now with a feeling
which would not have made me forbear the use of any weapon, however
deadly, I re-examined my own enclosure, but in vain. The horrible
thought which possessed me was that he had even penetrated the dwelling
while I was seeking him in the street; that they had met; and how was
I to know the degree of tenderness which had marked their meeting and
sweetness to their adieus!
CHAPTER XXXIX.
THE NEW HOME.
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