Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
In good-humored chat like this, in which our landlady, Mrs.
Porterfield--a lady who, though fully sixty-five years of age, was yet
of a cheery and chatty disposition--took considerable part, our first
evening passed away. Though fatigued, we sat up until a tolerably
late hour, enlivened by the frank spirit of our friend, Kingsley,
and inspired by the natural feeling of curiosity which our change of
situation inspired It was midnight before we solicited the aid of sleep.
CHAPTER XL.
THE BLACK DOG ONCE MORE UPON THE SCENE.
The next day was devoted to an examination of our premises and the
neighborhood. The result of this examination was such as to render us
better satisfied with the change that we had made. We were still young
enough to be sensible to the loveliness of novelty. Everything wore that
purple light which the eye of youth confers upon the object. And then
there was repose. That harassing strife of the “blind heart” was at
rest. I had no more suspicions; and my wife looked and spoke as if
she had never had either doubts of me, or fears of herself, within her
bosom. I was happiness itself, when, by the unreserved ease and gayety
of her deportment she persuaded me that she suffered no regrets. I
little fancied how much the change in my wife's manner had arisen from
the involuntary change which had been going on in mine. I now looked
the love which I felt; and she felt, in the improvement of my looks, the
renewal of that fond passion which I had never ceased to feel, but
which I had only too much ceased to show while suffering from the “blind
heart.” She resumed her old amusements with new industry. Our little
parlor received constant accessions of new pictures. All our leisure was
employed in exploring the scenery of the neighborhood; and not a bit of
forest, or patch of hill, or streak of rivulet or stream, to which the
genius of art could lend loveliness, but she picked up, in these happy
rambles, and worked into fitting places upon our cottage walls.
Our good old hostess became attached to us. She virtually surrendered
the management of the household to my wife. She was old and quite
infirm; and was frequently confined for days to her chamber; which must
have been a solitary place enough before our coming. My wife became
a companion to her in these periods of painful seclusion, and thus
provided her with a luxury which had been long denied her. Under
these circumstances we had very much our own way. The old lady had
few associates, and these were generally very worthy people. They soon
became our associates also, and under the influence of better feelings
than had governed me for a long time past, I now found myself in a
condition of comfort, cheerfulness, and peace, which I fancied I had
forfeited for ever.
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