Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Such was the important portion of the letter. In an instant, as I read
it, I saw, with the instinct of jealousy, the annihilation of all my
hopes of happiness. All my dreams were in the dust--all my fancies
scattered--my schemes and temples overthrown. Bitter was the pang I felt
on reading this letter. It said more--much more--in the very language of
solicitation which the good old father professed to believe unnecessary.
He poured forth the language of a father's grief and entreaty. I felt
for the venerable man--the true friend--in spite of my own miserable
apprehensions. I felt for him, but what could I do? What would he have
me do? I had no house in which to receive his son. He would lodge,
perhaps, for a time, in the community. It could not be supposed that he
would remain long. The letter of the father spoke only of a brief visit.
Our neighborhood had no repute, as a place of resort, for consumptive
patients. I consoled myself with the reflection that William Edgerton
could, on no pretence, linger more than a week or two among us. I will
treat him kindly--give him the freedom of the house while he remains. A
dying man, if so he be, must have reached a due sense of his situation,
and will not be likely to trespass upon the rights of another. His
passions must be subdued by this time. Ah! but will not his condition be
more likely to inspire sympathy?
The fiend of the blind heart prompted that last suggestion. It was the
only one that I remembered. When I returned home that day to dinner, I
mentioned, as if casually, the letter I had received, and the contents.
My eye narrowly watched that of my wife while I spoke. Hers sunk beneath
my glance Her cheeks were suddenly flushed--then, as suddenly, grew
pale, and I observed, that, though she appeared to eat, but few morsels
of food were carried into her mouth that day. She soon left the table,
and, pleading headache declined joining me in our usual evening rambles.
CHAPTER XLI.
TRIAL--THE WOMAN GROWS STRONG.
Thus, then, I was once more at sea, rudderless--not yet
companionless--perhaps, soon to be so. My relapse was as sudden as my
thought. It seemed as if every past misery of doubt and suspicion were
at once revived within me. All my day-dreams vanished in an instant.
William Edgerton would again behold--would again seek--my wife. They
must meet; I owed that to the father; and, whatever the condition of the
son might be, it was evident that his feelings toward her must be
the same as ever; else, why should he seek her out?--why pursue our
footsteps and haunt my peace? I must receive him and treat him kindly
for the father's sake; but that one bitter thought, that he was pursuing
us, the deadly enemy to my peace--and now, evidently, a wilful one--gave
venom to the bitter feeling with which I had so long regarded his
attentions.
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