Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Though surprised, I was not confounded by his presence. Under the policy
which I had resolved upon, I received him with the usual professions
of kindness, and a manner as nearly warm and natural as the exercise of
habitual art could make it. He certainly did look very miserable. His
features wore an expression of uniform despair. They brightened up,
when he beheld my wife, as the cloud brightens suddenly beneath the
moonlight. His eyes were riveted upon her. He was almost speechless, but
he advanced and took her hand, which I observed was scarcely extended to
him. He sat the evening with us, and a chilly, dull evening it was. He
himself spoke little--my wife less; and the conversation, such as it
was, was carried on chiefly between old Mrs. Porterfield and myself.
But I could see that Edgerton employed his eyes in a manner which fully
compensated for the silence of his tongue. They were seldom withdrawn
from the quarter of the apartment in which my wife sat. When withdrawn,
it was but for an instant, and they soon again reverted to the spot. He
had certainly acquired a degree of boldness, which, in this respect, he
had not before possessed. I keenly analyzed his looks without provoking
his attention. It was not possible for me to mistake the unreserved
admiration that his glance expressed. There was a strange spiritual
expression in his eyes, which was painful to the spectator. It was that
fearful sign which the soul invariably makes when it begins to exert
itself at the expense of the shell which contains it. It was the sign of
death already written. But he might linger for months. His cough did
not seem to me oppressive. The flush was not so obvious upon his
cheek. Perhaps, looking through the medium of my peculiar feelings, his
condition was not half so apparent as his designs. At least, I felt my
sympathies in his behalf--small as they were before--become feebler with
every moment of his stay that night.
“Edgerton does not appear to me to look so badly,” I said to Julia,
after his departure for the evening.
“I don't know,” she answered; “he looks very pale and miserable.”
“Quite interesting!” I added, with a smile which might have been a
sneer.
“Painfully so. He can not last very long--his cough is very
troublesome.”
“Indeed! I scarcely heard it. He is certainly a very fine-looking fellow
still, consumption or no consumption.”
She was silent.
“A very graceful fellow: very generous and with accomplishments such
as are possessed by few. I have often envied him his person and
accomplishments.”
“You!” she exclaimed, with something like an expression of incredulity.
“Yes!--that is to say, when I was a youth, and when I thought more of
commending myself to your eyes, than of anything besides.”
“Ah!” she replied with an assuring smile, “you never needed qualities
other than your own to commend yourself to me.”
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