Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“Not a bit of it! He was governed by habit. He knew nothing of
gambling--had heard his father always preaching against it--it was not
a temptation with him. His tastes were of another sort. He could not be
tried in that way. The very fact that he was susceptible, in particular,
to the charms of female society, saved him from the passion for gaming,
as it would save him from the passion for drink. But the very tastes
that saved him from one passion make him particularly susceptible to
another. He can stand the temptation of play, but not that of women.
Let him be tried THERE, and he falls! his principle would not save
him--would not be worth a straw to a drowning man.”
“You underrate--undervalue Edgerton. He has always been a true, generous
friend of mine.”
“Be it so! with that I have nothing to do. But friendship has its limits
which it can not pass. Were Edgerton truly your friend, he would advise
you as I have done. Nay, a proper sense of friendship and of delicacy
would have kept him from paying that degree of attention to the wife
which must be an hourly commentary on the neglect of her husband. I
confess to you it was this very fact that made me resolve to speak to
you.”
“I thank you, my dear fellow, but I have nothing to fear. Poor Edgerton
is dying--music and painting are his solace--they minister to his most
active tastes. As for Julia, she is immaculate.”
“I distrust neither; but you should not throw away your pearl, because
you think it can not suffer stain.”
“I do not throw it away.”
“You do not sufficiently cherish it.”
“What would you have me do--wear it constantly in my bosom?”
“No! not exactly that; but at least wear nothing else there so
frequently or so closely as that.”
“I do not. I fancy I am a very good husband. You shall not put me out
of humor, Kingsley, either with my wife or myself. You shall not make me
jealous. I am no Othello--I have no visitations of the moon.”
And I laughed--laughed while speaking thus--though the keen pang was
writhing at that moment like a burning arrow through my brain.
“I have no wish to make you jealous, Clifford, and I very much admire
your superiority and strength. I congratulate you on your singular
freedom from this unhappy passion. But you may become too confident. You
may lose your wife's affections by your neglect, when you might not lose
them by treachery.”
“You are grown a croaker, Kingsley, and I will leave you. I will go
home. I will show you what a good husband I am, or can become.”
“That's right; but smoke another cigar before you go.”
“There it is!” I exclaimed, laughingly. “You blow hot and cold. You
would have me go and stay.”
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