Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
I entered the house with difficulty. I was as feeble as if I had been
under the hands of the physician for weeks. A light was burning on
the staircase. I took it and went into the parlor, which I narrowly
examined. There were no remaining proofs of the late disorder. The table
was set against the wall. The chess-men were all gathered up, and neatly
put away in the box, which stood upon the mantel.
“There is proof of coolness and deliberation here!” I muttered to
myself, as I took my way up-stairs. When I entered my chamber, I felt a
pang, the fore-runner of a spasm. I had been for several years afflicted
with these spasms, in great or small degree. They marked every singular
mental excitement under which I labored. It was no doubt one of these
spasms which had seized and overpowered me while I sat within the tree.
Never before had I suffered from one so severe; but the violence of
this was naturally due to the extreme of agony--as sudden as it was
terrible--which seized upon my soul. My physician had provided me with a
remedy against these attacks to which I was accustomed to resort. This,
though a potent remedy, was also a potent poison. It was a medicine
called the hydrocyanic or prussic acid. Five minims was a dose, but two
drops were death. I went to the medicine-case which stood beneath the
head of the bed, with the view to getting out the vial; but my wife
started up eagerly as I approached, and with trembling accents, demanded
what was the matter. She saw me covered with mud and soaking with water.
I told her that I had got wet coming homeward and had slipped down the
hill.
“Why did you stay so late--why not come home sooner, dear husband?”
“Hypocrite!” I muttered while stooping down for the chest.
“You are sick--you have your spasms!” she now said, rising from the
bed and offering to measure the medicine. This she had repeatedly done
before; but I was not now willing to trust her. Doubts of her fidelity
led to other doubts.
“If she is prepared to dishonor, she is prepared to destroy you!” said
my familiar.
This suggestion seized upon my brain, and while I measured out the
minims, the busy fiend reminded me that I grasped the bane as well
as the antidote in my hand. A stern, a terrible image of retributive
justice presented itself before my thoughts. The feeling of an awful
necessity grew strong within me. “Shall the adulterer alone perish?
Shall the adultress escape?” The fiend answered with tremulous but stern
passion--“She shall surely die!”
“If she reveals not the truth in season,” I said in my secret soul; “if
she claims not protection at my hands against the adulterer, she shall
share his fate!” and with this resolve, even at the moment when I was
measuring the antidote for myself, I resolved that the same vial should
furnish the bane for her!
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