Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
In vain! My wife said little, and nothing to the purpose. The moments
became seriously short. Could she have anything to say? Was it possible
that, being innocent, she should still lock up the guilty secret in
her bosom? She could not be innocent to do so! This conclusion seemed
inevitable. In order that she should have no plea of discouragement,
I spoke to her with great tenderness of manner, with a more than usual
display of feeling. It was no mere show. I felt all that I said and
looked. I knew that a trying and terrible event was at hand--an event
painful to us both--and all my love for her revived with tenfold
earnestness. Oh! how I longed to take her into my arms, and warn her
tenderly of the consequences of her error; but this, of course, was
impossible. But, short of this, I did everything that I thought likely
to induce her confidence. I talked familiarly to her, and fondly, with
an effort at childlike simplicity and earnestness, in the hope that, by
thus renewing the dearest relations of ease and happiness between us,
she should be beguiled into her former trusting readiness of speech. She
met my fondnesses with equal fondness. It seemed to give her particular
pleasure that I should be thus fond. In her embrace, requiting mine,
she clung to me; and her tears dropping warm upon my hands, were yet
attended by smiles of the most hearty delight. A thousand times she
renewed the assurances of her love and attachment--nay, she even went
so far as tenderly to upbraid me that our moments of endearment were so
few;--yet, in spite of all this, she still forbore the one only subject.
She still said nothing; and as I knew how much she COULD say and ought
to say, which she did not say, I could not resist the conviction that
her tears were those of the crocodile, and her assurances of love the
glozing commonplaces of the harlot.
In silence she suffered me to leave her for the breakfast-table. She
looked, it is true--but what had I to do with looks, however earnest
and devoted? I went from her slowly. When on the stairs, fancying I had
heard her voice, I returned, but she had not called me. She was still
silent. Full of sadness I left her, counting slowly and sadly every step
which I took from her presence.
Edgerton was already at table. He looked very wretched I observed him
closely. His eye shrunk from the encounter of mine. His looks answered
sufficiently for his guilt. I said to him:--
“I have to ride out a little ways in the country this morning, and count
upon your company. I trust you feel well enough to go with me? Indeed,
it will do you good.”
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