Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
This ended our conference. Kingsley rode home with him, while, throwing
myself upon the ground, I surrendered myself to such meditations as
were natural to the moods which governed me. They were dark and dismal
enough. Edgerton had avowed his guilt. Could there be any doubt on the
subject of my wife's? He had made no sort of qualification in his avowal
of guilt, which might acquit her. He had evidently made his confession
with the belief that I was already in possession of the whole truth. One
hope alone remained--that my wife's voluntary declaration would still be
forthcoming. To that I clung as the drowning man to his last plank. When
Kingsley and Edgerton first left me, I had resolved to waste the hours
in the woods and not to return home until after my final meeting in the
afternoon with the latter. It might be that I should not return home
then, and in such an event I was not unwilling that my wife should still
live, the miserable thing which she had made herself. But, with the
still fond hope that she might speak, and speak in season, I now
resolved to return at the usual dinner hour; and, timing myself
accordingly, I prolonged my wanderings through the woods until noon.
I then set forward, and reached the cottage a little sooner than I had
expected.
I found Julia in bed. She complained of headache and fever. She
had already taken medicine--I sat beside her. I spoke to her in the
tenderest language. I felt, at the moment when I feared to lose her for
ever, that I could love nothing half so well. I spoke to her with
as much freedom as fondness; and, momently expecting her to make the
necessary revelation, I hung upon her slightest words, and hung upon
them only to be disappointed.
The dinner hour came. The meal was finished. I returned to the chamber,
and once more resumed my place beside her on the couch. I strove to
inspire her with confidence--to awaken her sensibilities--to beguile her
to the desired utterance, but in vain. Of course I could give no hint
whatsoever of the knowledge which I had obtained. After that, her
confession would have been no longer voluntary, and could no longer have
been credited.
Time sped--too rapidly as I thought. Though anxious for vengeance, I
loved her too fondly not to desire to delay the minutes in the earnest
expectation that she would speak at last. She did not. The hour
approached of my meeting with Edgerton; and then I felt that Edgerton
was not the only criminal.
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