Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“Your sudden determination to remove prevented the renewal of my
persecutions. I need not say how miserable I was made, and how much
I was confounded by such a determination. Explained by yourself
this morning, it is now easily understood; but, ignorant then of the
discoveries you had made--ignorant of your merciful forbearance toward
my unhappy parents--for I can regard your forbearance with respect
to myself as arising only from your consideration of them--it was
unaccountable that you should give up the prospect of fortune and
honors, which success, in every department of your business, seemed
certainly to secure you.
“The last night--the eve of your departure from C---, I resumed my place
among the trees before your dwelling. Here I played and wandered with an
eye ever fixed upon your windows. While I gazed, I caught the glimpse of
a figure that buried itself hurriedly behind the folds of a curtain. I
could suppose it to be one person only. I never thought of you. Urged
by a feeling of desperation, which took little heed of consequences,
I clambered up into the branches of a pride of India, which brought
me within twenty feet of the window. I distinctly beheld the curtain
ruffled by the sudden motion of some one behind it. I was about to
speak--to say--no matter what. The act would have been madness, and
such, doubtless, would have been the language. I fortunately did not
speak. A few moments only had elapsed after this, when I heard a few
brief words, spoken in HER voice, from the same window. The words
were few, and spoken in tones which denoted the great agitation of the
speaker. These apprized me of my danger.
“'Fly, madman, for your life! My husband is on the stairs.'
“Her person was apparent. Her words could not be mistaken though spoken
in faint, feeble accents. At the same moment I heard the lower door
of the dwelling unclose, and without knowing what I did or designed,
I dropped from the tree to the ground. To my great relief, you did not
perceive me. I was fortunately close to the fence, and in the deepest
shadow of the tree. You hurried by, within five steps of me, and
jumped the fence, evidently thinking to find me in the next enclosure.
Breathing freely and thankfully after this escape, I fled immediately to
the little boat in which I usually made my approaches to your habitation
on such occasions; and was in the middle of the lake, and out of sight,
long before you had given over your fruitless pursuit. The next day you
left the city and I remained, the wasted and wasting monument of pas
sions which had been as profitlessly as they were criminally exercised.
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