Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“Julia!” I exclaimed, with a start which betrayed, I am sure, quite
as much surprise as pleasure. My mood was singularly inflexible. My
character was not easily shaken, and, once wrought upon by any leading
influence, my mind preserved the tone which it acquired beneath it, long
after the cause of provocation had been withdrawn. This earnestness of
character--amounting to intensity--gave me an habitual sternness of
look and expression, and I found it hard to acquire, of a sudden,
that command of muscle which would permit me to mould the stubborn
lineaments, at pleasure, to suit the moment. Not even where my heart was
most deeply interested--thus aroused--could I look the feelings of the
lover, which, nevertheless, were most truly the predominant ones within
my bosom.
“Julia,” I exclaimed, “I did not think to see you.”
“Ah, Edward, did you wish it?” she replied in very mournful accents,
gently reproachful, as she suffered me to take her hand in mine, and
lead her back to the parlor in the basement story. I seated her upon the
sofa, and took a place at her side.
“Why should I not wish to see you, Julia? What should lead you to fancy
now that I could wish otherwise?”
“Alas!” she replied, “I know not what to think--I scarcely know what
I say. I am very miserable. What is this they tell me? Can it be true,
Edward, that you are acting against my father--that you are trying to
bring him to shame and poverty?”
I released her hand. I fixed my eyes keenly upon hers.
“Julia, you have your instructions what to say. You are sent here for
this. They have set you in waiting to meet me here, and speak things
which you do not understand, and assert things which I know you can not
believe.”
“Edward, I believe YOU!” she exclaimed with emphasis, but with downcast
eyes; “but it does not matter whether I was sent here, or sought you of
my own free will. They tell me other things--there is more--but I have
not the heart to say it, and it needs not much.”
“If you believe me, Julia, it certainly does not need that you should
repeat to me what is said of me by enemies, equally unjust to me, and
hostile to themselves. Yet I can readily conjecture some things which
they have told you. Did they not tell you that your hand had been
proffered me, and that I had refused it?”
She hung her head in silence.
“You do not answer.”
“Spare me; ask me not.”
“Nay, tell me, Julia, that I may see how far you hold me worthy of your
love, your confidence. Speak to me--have they not told you some such
story?”
“Something of this; but I did not heed it, Edward.”
“Julia--nay!--did you not?”
“And if I did, Edward--”
“It surely was not to believe it?”
“No! no! no! I had no fears of you--have none, dear Edward! I knew that
it was not, could not be true.”
“Julia, it was true!”
“Ah!”
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