Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
General
Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
There was no doing anything with or for these people. The fiat for
their overthrow had evidently been issued. The fatuity which leads to
self-destruction was fixed upon them; and, with a feeling rather
of commiseration than anger, I prepared to leave the house. In this
interview, I made a discovery, which tended still more to lessen the
hostility I might otherwise have felt toward my uncle. I was constrained
to perceive that he labored under an intellectual feebleness and
incertitude which disconcerted his expression, left his thoughts
seemingly without purpose, and altogether convinced me that, if not
positively imbecile in mind and memory, there were yet some ugly
symptoms of incapacity growing upon him which might one day result
in the loss of both. I had always known him to be a weak-minded man,
disposed to vanity and caprice, but the weakness had expanded very much
in a brief period, and now presented itself to my view in sundry very
salient aspects. It was easy now to divert his attention from the
business which he had in hand--a single casual remark of courtesy or
observation would have this effect--and then his mind wandered from
the subject with all the levity and caprice of a thoughtless damsel.
He seemed to entertain now no sort of apprehension of his legal
difficulties, and spoke of them as topics already adjusted. Nay, for
that matter, he seemed to have no serious sense of any subject, whatever
might be its personal or general interest; but, passing from point to
point, exhibited that instability of mental vision which may not inaptly
be compared to that wandering glance which is usually supposed to
distinguish and denote, in the physical eye, the presence of insanity.
It was not often now that he indulged, while speaking to me, in that
manner of hostility--those sneers and sarcastic remarks--which had been
his common habit. This was another proof of the change which his mental
man had undergone. It was not that he was more prudent or more tolerant
than before. He was quite as little disposed to be generous toward me.
But he now appeared wholly incapable of that degree of intellectual
concentration which could enable him to examine a subject to its
close. He would begin to talk with me seriously enough, and with a due
solemnity, about the suit against him; but, in a tangent, he would dart
off to the consideration of some trifle, some household matter, or petty
affair, of which, at any other time, he must have known that his hearers
had no wish to hear. Poor Julia confirmed the conjectures which I
entertained, but did not utter, by telling me that her father had
changed very much in his ways ever since this business had been begun.
“Mother does not see it, but he is no longer the same man. Oh, Edward, I
sometimes think he's even growing childish.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account