Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
No description could have been more, just and literal in the case of
Mrs. Clifford. I could scarce believe my eyes; and when forced to do
so, I could scarcely suppose that this bravery was intended for my eyes
only. Nor was it;--but let me not anticipate. This spectacle, I need
not say, sobered me entirely, if anything was necessary to produce this
effect, and increased the grave apprehensions which were already at my
heart. The next consequence was to make the manner of my communication
serious even to severity. A smile, which was of that doubtful sort which
is always sinister and offensive, overspread her lips as she motioned
me to resume the seat from which I had risen at her entrance; while she
threw herself with an air of studied negligence upon one part of the
sofa. I felt the awkwardness of my position duly increased, as her
house, dress, and manner, convinced me that she was not yet subdued to
hers; but a conscious rectitude of intention carried me forward, and
lightened the task to my feelings.
“Mrs. Clifford,” I said, without circumlocution, “I have presumed to ask
your attention this morning to a brief communication which materially
affects my happiness, and which I trust may not diminish, if it does not
actually promote, yours. Before I make this communication, however, I
hope I may persuade myself that the little misunderstandings which
have occurred between us are no longer to be considered barriers to our
mutual peace, and happiness--”
“Misunderstandings, Mr. Clifford?--I don't know what misunderstandings
you mean. I'm sure I've never misunderstood you.”
I could not misunderstand the insolent tenor of this speech, but
I availed myself of the equivoque which it involved to express my
gratification that such was the case.
“My path will then be more easy, Mrs. Clifford--my purpose more easily
explained.”
“I am glad you think so, sir,” she answered coolly, smoothing down
certain folds of her frock, and crossing her hands upon her lap, while
she assumed the attitude of a patient listener. There was something
very repulsive in all this; but I saw that the only way to lessen the
unpleasantness of the scene, and to get on with her, would be to make
the interview as short as possible, and come at once to my object. This
I did.
“It is now more than a year, Mrs. Clifford, since I had the honor to
say to my uncle, that I entertained for my cousin Julia such a degree
of affection as to make it no longer doubtful to me that I should best
consult my own happiness by seeking to make her my wife. I had the
pleasure at the same time to inform him, which I believed to be true,
that Julia herself was not unwilling that such should be the nearer tie
between us--”
“Yes, yes, Mr. Clifford, I know all this; but my husband and myself
thought better of it, and--” she said with fidgety impatience.
“And my application was refused,” I said calmly; thus finishing the
sentence where she had paused.
“Well, sir, and what then?”
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