Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
swore that she should marry him. The base-minded suitor stood by in
silence, beheld the loathing of the maiden, heard her distinct refusal,
yet clung to his victim, and permitted the violence of the mother,
without rebuke--that rebuke which the true gentleman might have
administered in such a case, and which, to forbear, was the foulest
shame--the rebuke of his own decided refusal to participate in such
a sacrifice. But he was not capable of this; and Julia, stunned and
terrified, was shocked to hear Mrs. Clifford appoint the night of the
following Thursday for the forced nuptials.
“She will consent--she shall consent, Mr. Perkins,” were the vehement
assurances of the mother, as the craven-spirited suitor prepared to take
his leave. “I know her better than you do, and she knows me. Do you fear
nothing, but bring Mr--” (the divine) “along with you. We shall put an
end to this folly.”
“Oh, do not, do not, mother, if you would not drive me mad!” was the
exclamation of the destined victim, as she threw herself at the feet of
her unnatural parent. “You will kill me to wed this man! I can not marry
him--I can not love him. Why would you force this matter upon me--why!
why!”
“Why will you resist me, Julia? why will you provoke your mother to this
degree? You have only to consent willingly, and you know how kind I am.”
“I can not consent!” was the gasping decision of the maiden.
“You shall! you must! you will!”
“Never! never! On my knees I say it, mother. God will witness what you
refuse to believe. I will die before I consent to marry where I do not
give my heart.”
“Oh, you talk of dying, as if it was a very easy matter. But you won't
die. It's more easy to say than do. Do you come, Mr. Perkins. Don't you
mind--don't you believe in these denials, and oaths, and promises. It's
the way with all young ladies. They all make a mighty fuss when they're
going to be married; but they're all mighty willing, if the truth was
known. I ought to know something about it. I did just the same as she
when I was going to marry Mr. Clifford; yet nobody was more willing than
I was to get a husband. Do you come and bring the parson; she'll sing a
different tune when she stands up before him, I warrant you.”
“That shall never be, Mr. Perkins!” said the maiden solemnly, and
somewhat approaching the person whom she addressed. “I have already more
than once declined the honor you propose to do me. I now repeat to you
that I will sooner marry the grave and the winding-sheet than be your
wife! My mother mistakes me and all my feelings. For your own sake, if
not for mine, I beg that YOU will not mistake them; for, if the strength
is left me for speech, I will declare aloud to the reverend man whom you
are told to bring, the nature of those persecutions to which you have
been privy. I will tell him of the cruelty which I have been compelled
to endure, and which you have beheld and encouraged with your silence.”
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