Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Julia was in a very high degree impregnated with the taste and desire
for art which seemed so generally the characteristic of our people. I
speak not now of the degree of skill which she possessed. Her teacher
was a foreigner, and a mere mechanic; but, while he taught her only the
ordinary laws of painting, her natural endowment wrought more actively
in favor of her performances. She soon discovered how much she could
learn from the little which her teacher knew; and when she made this
discovery, she ceased to have any use for his assistance. Books, the
study of the old masters, and such of the new as were available to her,
served her infinitely more in the prosecution of her efforts; and
these I stimulated by all means in my power: for I esteemed her natural
endowments to be very high, and very well knew how usual it is for young
ladies, after marriage, to give up those tastes and accomplishments
which had distinguished and heightened their previous charms. It was
quite enough that I admired the art, and tasked her to its pursuit, to
make her cling to it with alacrity and love. We wandered together early
in the morning and at the coming on of evening, over all the sweet,
enticing scenes which were frequent in our suburbs. Environed by two
rivers, wide and clear, with deep forests beyond--a broad bay opening
upon the sea in front--lovely islands of gleaming sand, strewn at
pleasant intervals, seeming, beneath the transparent moonlight, the
chosen places of retreat for naiads from the deep and fairies from
the grove--there was no lack of objects to delight the eye and woo
the pencil to its performances. Besides, never was blue sky, and
gold-and-purple sunset, more frequent, more rich, more shifting in its
shapes and colors, from beauty to superior beauty, than in our latitude.
The eye naturally turned up to it with a sense of hunger; the mind
naturally felt the wish to record such hues and aspects for the use of
venerating love; and the eager spirit, beginning to fancy the vision
wrought according to its own involuntary wish, seemed spontaneously to
cry aloud, in the language of the artist, on whom the consciousness of
genius was breaking with a sun-burst for the first time, “I, too, am a
painter!”
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