Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
Surely, I then was happy! I can not deceive myself as to the character
of those brief Eden moments of security and peace. Even now, lone as
I appear in the sight of others--degraded as I feel myself--even now
I look back on our low white cottage, by the shores of that placid
lake--its little palings gleaming sweetly through its dense green
foliage--recall those happy, halcyon days, and feel that we both, for
the time, had attained the secret--the secret worth all the rest--of an
enjoyment actually felt, and quite as full, flush, and satisfactory, as
it had seemed in the perspective. Possession had taken nothing of the
gusto from hope. Truth had not impaired a single beauty of the ideal.
I looked in Julia's face at morning when I awakened, and her loveliness
did not fade. My lips, that drank sweetness from hers, did not cease
to believe the sweetness to be there--as pure, as warm, as full of
richness, as when I had only dreamed of their perfections. Our days
and nights were pure, and gentle, and fond. One twenty-four hours shall
speak for all.
When we rose at morning, we prepared for a ramble, either into the
woods, or along the banks of the lovely river that lay west of, and at
a short distance only from, our dwelling. There, wandering, as the sun
rose, we imparted to each other's eyes the several objects of beauty
which his rising glance betrayed. Sometimes we sat beneath a tree, while
she hurriedly sketched a clump of woods, the winding turn of the shore,
its occasional crescent form or abrupt headland, as they severally
appeared in a new light, and at a happy moment of time, beneath our
vision. The songs of pleasant birds allured us on; the sweet scent of
pines and myrtle refreshed us; and a gay, wholesome, hearty spirit was
awakened in our mutual bosoms, as thus, day after day, while, like the
d&y, our hearts were in their first youth, we resorted to the ever-fresh
mansions of the sovereign Nature. This habit produces purity of feeling,
and continues the habit in its earliest simplicity. The childlike laws
which it encourages and strengthens are those which virtue most loves,
and which strained forms of society are the first to overthrow. The pure
tastes of youth are those which are always most dear to humanity; and
love is easy of access, and peace not often a stranger to the mind,
where these tastes preserve their ascendency.
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