"That's all right then," he said; "now you get 'em all ready, an' as
soon as I can get off, I'll trot 'em round." He secured leave from his
duties, and began a circuit of his friends, and after making several
visits to the shop for more pictures he came in at last about ten
o'clock tired but triumphant, and slapped down £5. 19s. on the table. I
felt so glad I had a bit of supper ready for him, as I had nothing to
do but cook, for he was almost ravenous with hunger. With great glee,
he recounted his experiences, how he had implored, cajoled, bullied,
his friends into buying the pictures they had so long seen in my shop
window, taking large discounts for ready money, but he did not tell
me, nor did I discover until long afterwards, that he had borrowed
nearly £2. 10s. of the money, and bought three pictures himself, for my
sake, which he didn't want, and certainly could not afford. But then
that was his idea of being a chum.
It was only now that I permitted myself to realise how wretched would
have been my lot had it not been for those avenues of escape, illegal
as they were. To have been stripped of every article of furniture, and
turned with my young family into an empty house, with no credit, and
without as far as I could see at present more than sufficient money
than would buy the most necessary articles of food allowed me out of
the wages I was earning, cannot be regarded in any other light than
that of a severe penalty for being a bad business man. Yet such was
the law, and it was only mitigated by evasion or defiance. There can,
I think, be no doubt of the badness of the law which crushes those who
obey it honestly, but permits itself to be rendered nugatory with the
utmost ease and impunity by any who are sufficiently dishonest. Nay,
more, which tacitly invites and fosters dishonesty and falsehood to
such an extent that I am sure no decent man can ever go through the
process of being made a bankrupt without having deep scars left in his
soul.
But although my present relief was undoubtedly great, and I
consequently felt much happier, I was by no means upon secure ground as
yet. Therefore, I was exceedingly impatient when morning came to be
off to the city with my precious little hoard. I was outside the office
some time before the clock struck, and at the earliest possible moment
I was inside, much to the disgust of the first arrivals, who resented
my punctuality. My vivacious friend of the previous day was there,
cutting jokes with all and sundry except me, whom he seemed to regard
as a piece of furniture which had accidentally got left in the office,
by which I gathered correctly that he did not want to be recognised by
me.
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