the frame gave out under the great strain put upon it by the spirit.
You may call it heroism if you will, but if it has any of that sublime
quality I am sure it is unconscious, innate, and not to be referred to
any conceived and determined desire to overcome obstacles apparently
insurmountable. Of course it is far more admirable, more worthy of
respect than is the conduct of the weakling who wilts under the first
blast of adversity, who must always be bolstered up and pushed along
the way that he ought to go, and never does anything for himself that
he can get others to do for him--a born loafer, in fact, for whom
there really is no room in a work-a-day world, but who, alas! thrives
bodily upon the labours of others, and is often treated with far more
consideration than those who are steadily labouring on.
It was about this time that I unconsciously dropped upon a new form of
activity entirely aloof from the tradesman line. I was a worker in a
humble little mission whereof none of the members earned more than £2 a
week, and some only half that sum. I had joined it in my desire to get
away from the cabals and jealousies of the ordinary church or chapel
where two-thirds of the good that might be done is wasted upon most
unchristian friction between members. I had got thoroughly disgusted
with them all as far as my experience had gone, and I felt that my only
hope of remaining associated with a body of Christians was to get as
low down as possible, where nobody could put on side or ape the patron.
Now it was our custom in our little hall during the winter months to
give, whenever we could raise sufficient funds, a free tea to the poor
neglected children of the neighbourhood, of whom there were a sad
number. It always meant a lot of work collecting the few shillings
necessary, but that work was never grudged by any of us, and we always
felt sufficiently rewarded at the sight of the poor kiddies stuffing
themselves. How cheaply we did it to be sure. Tea never cost us more
than one shilling a pound, condensed milk, threepence halfpenny a pound
tin; good cake, from the philanthropic firm of Peek Frean, we got
for fourpence, and sometimes threepence a pound; and other matters,
including margarine, on a like scale. Oh, it was a feast! and there
was always a hungry crowd of grown-ups outside at the close who were
grateful for the carefully saved fragments.
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