Almost imperceptibly I was dropping my picture framing connection. Much
as I had enjoyed the work, apart from the struggle to add to my income
by it, I had grown to hate it from its associations. That none of the
men who had trusted me with their goods had even so much as appeared
against me when I had figured as a bankrupt under examination only made
me feel grateful to them, it did not lessen my horrors of the means by
which I had been brought to the sad pass I had so lately emerged from.
And so as I did not pursue the business with any energy it gradually
fell away, and I was not in the least sorry, although I had not got to
the point yet of refusing any work that came in my way.
But I had grown quite unconsciously into the habit of writing, had
become used to seeing what I had written in print even to the point of
wondering not what the world would think of it, but what the editor
would think it worth while to pay me for it. Also I had grown to be
infected by the spirit of adventure, common to most literary men. By
which I mean that, unlike the tradesman, who, with a steady demand for
his goods, which people must have, fixes his profits with due regard to
the practice of his competitors, and does not dream of vicissitudes,
they must always reckon upon a change in the public taste or in the
idiosyncrasies of editors. It is a sportsmanlike feeling, and I must
say that it appealed to me very strongly as a pastime, but I always
regarded the cheques which I received as a gift from on high. When I
got an article or story accepted, I rejoiced and was exceedingly glad,
and then I endeavoured to forget all about it. Because I never knew
what I was going to get, nor when I was going to receive it. Therefore
when it came it was in the nature of a find. Needless to say, I always
wanted it very badly, and always wondered whatever I should have done
without it, but that I think only added to my joy.
Then came an opportunity which I thought but little of, at that time,
but have since seen the importance of. An article appeared in a
scientific journal of high standing upon a subject which I had made
peculiarly my own, and about which I had the most intimate personal
knowledge. A friend brought this article to my notice, and I, feeling
amazed at its assumptions, wrote to the editor about it. As a result
he requested me to write an article for him on the matter, and I did
so. Now, having regard to the standing of the journal in question,
and the fact that I had been invited to write, I broke my rule of
non-expectancy, and looked for a substantial reward. Alas for my
hopes. The article duly appeared--it was well over four thousand words,
and in three months I received for it thirty-seven and sixpence! I
regard that now as I regarded it then, an outrage. Yet I suppose that
is really how men of science are paid in this country.
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