This marked a turning point in my career which led to some amazing
results. I had hitherto never seemed able to do anything right, now I
could do nothing wrong. Orders for literary work flowed in upon me,
and when the book was published the critics vied with one another in
the kindliness of their remarks. Everyone seemed bent upon trying to
turn my head. That, however, was impossible, for, in the first place,
I was past forty years of age, and in the next my training in the
school of adversity had been too long and thorough to permit of my
being puffed up now. Of course I began to save money, and as soon as
I did my thoughts turned to those friendly creditors of mine who had
behaved with such wonderful leniency to me in the day of my trouble.
My old German creditor especially I remembered. Now after I had become
bankrupt I still went to his warehouse to buy my materials, and always
stole in and out like a thief ashamed to meet him, but one day did so.
He said, with a queer smile, "So, Meesder Bullen, you vas all right
now, hein! ve dont makes no trouble for you, hein! now you soon bicks
opp agen, hein! but tondt go buyin' your mouldins someveres ellas now
mit your ready money, gome here all de time. Ve makes you righdt. Cood
day."
Of this good old man, and the others not less kind, I now thought
continually, and as I reckoned up my savings week by week my hopes
grew stronger that I should soon be able to pay all my debts. As they
did so, I made a resolve that if I ever did become able to pay those
obligations my creditors should receive every penny I had to give, not
a doit should be impounded by bankruptcy officials. For I knew and
hated the system whereby a bankrupt's estate has an immense amount of
it swallowed up in the costs of division. Of course I know that the
machinery of a great concern like the Court of Bankruptcy needs funds
to carry it on, but I am perfectly sure that the costs in which the
creditors are mulcted are enormously in excess of what they should
rightly be.
Therefore I determined that when I had accumulated sufficient funds to
satisfy all my debts I would give myself the great pleasure of going to
each creditor personally, and paying him what I owed him. Then when all
were paid I would take the receipted bills to the Court, and demand to
be discharged from being a bankrupt. That was my programme, but like
many another well laid plan it did not work. As you shall see.
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