Confessions of a Young Lady: Her Doings and MisdoingsMarsh, Richard
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Confessions of a Young Lady: Her Doings and Misdoings
Marsh, Richard
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
We had reached the stile over which you have to climb to get into the
wood. He had crossed first, and I was standing on the top step--he was
holding my hand in his to help me over. I did not notice that he had
called me Molly.
"Yes?"
"I wish you would be pleasant to me sometimes. You don't know what a
difference it would make to me."
"What nonsense! I am perfectly convinced that, under any
circumstances, nothing I could say or do could be of the slightest
consequence to you."
"Couldn't it? You try!"
"I am much too young."
"Too young! Too young!"
There was all at once something in his voice and manner which gave me
quite a start. I snatched my hand away and jumped down to the ground.
"We can't stop here all day if we mean to do any skating, and I for
one certainly do."
I marched off at about five miles an hour. He wore an air of meekness
which was so little in keeping with his general character that, at the
bottom of my heart, it rather appalled me.
"I would sooner be snubbed by you than flattered by another woman."
"Snubbed by me! Considering how you're always snubbing me, that's
amusing."
"I never mean to snub you."
"You never mean to? Then you must be singularly unfortunate in having
to so constantly act in direct opposition to your intentions. To begin
with, you hardly ever treat me as if I were a woman at all."
"Well, you are not a woman--are you--quite?"
"Mr Sanford! When you talk like that I feel--! Pray what sort of
remark do you call that?"
"You are standing at the stepping stones."
"At the stepping-stones?"
"Happy is the man who is to lead you across them."
"I don't in the least understand you. And I would have you to know
that I feel that it is high time that I should put childish things
behind me; and I should like other people to recognise that I have
done so."
"Childish things? What are childish things? Oh, Molly, I wish that you
could always be a child. And the pity is that one of these days you'll
be wishing it too."
"I'm sure I sha'n't. It's horrid to be a child."
"Is it?"
"You are always being snubbed."
"Are you?"
"No one treats you with the least respect; or imagines that you can
possibly ever be in earnest. As for opinions of your own--it's
considered an absurdity that you should ever have them. Look at you!
You're laughing at me at this very moment."
"Don't you know why I am laughing at you, Molly?"
Again there was something in the way in which he asked the question
which gave me the oddest feeling. As if I was half afraid. Ever since
we had left the stile I had been conscious of the most ridiculous
sense of nervousness. A thing with which, as a rule, I am never
troubled. I was suddenly filled with a wild desire to divert the
conversation from ourselves, no matter how. So I made a desperate
plunge.
"Have you seen anything of Hetty lately?"
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