Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
The supper took place, and it was nearly dawn when the Czar left the
mess of the Lancers of the Guard, where he declared that he had spent a
most pleasant evening. He drove in a motor-car back to Tsarskoye Selo in
a very enjoyable frame of mind, which did not require the encouragement
of his aide-de-camp, who sat next to him, to become a boisterous one.
Lots of champagne had been drunk during the meal, and even after, and
when some one in the gay assembly had ventured to say that the only pity
of the whole thing was that no representatives of the fair sex had been
invited to enliven the party with their presence, Nicholas II. had
heartily echoed the regret expressed by the officer in question. Orloff,
when alone with the Sovereign, had very cleverly turned the conversation
into the same channel, and at last had wormed out of his Imperial Master
the confession that he was very unhappy at the extreme coldness of
character of his Consort, whose beauty he admired just as much as on the
day he had married her. The Colonel, upon this, had ventured to express
the conviction that this coldness was only assumed, and proceeded
perhaps from jealousy more than from anything else. When at last
Tsarskoye Selo was reached, instead of accompanying Nicholas to his own
apartments, as it was part of his duties to do, he brought him to the
door of the Empress’s room, which he opened and closed upon him.
The next day a pale and haggard woman appeared in Anna Wyrubewa’s house,
coming to seek consolation in what she considered an overwhelming
misfortune, and while she was sobbing out the agony of her soul with her
head hidden in her friend’s lap, a strong man who had borne many a
misfortune without flinching, and who had stood calm and unmoved while
his heart had been breaking, was sitting alone in his room, his head
hidden in his hands, and hot tears dropping one by one between his
fingers on the table over which he was leaning, in his overwhelming
despair.
XII
LOVED AT LAST
After a storm there comes, generally, so they say, at least, a great
calm. And in a certain sense this happened in regard to the troubled
mind of the Empress Alexandra. As time went on, she recognized the value
of the good advice which she had received from Madame Wyrubewa as well
as from Colonel Orloff. Her relations with the Czar, which had been more
than strained for long months, became gradually better when she could at
last tell him that she had once again, and this time without any
mistake, the hope of giving him the Heir for which they had been
longing. She saw his former confidence in her return, together with his
affection; an affection to which she did not perhaps respond, but which
she nevertheless appreciated, perhaps because she was told she ought to
do so.
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