Americans -- Europe -- Fiction; British -- Europe -- Fiction; Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“If it were so, I had no reason to suppose it. You have accused me of
deceiving you, but I deceived only myself. You say I put you off your
guard, but you should rather say you put me on mine. It was, thanks to
that, that I fell into the most senseless, the most brutal of delusions.
The delusion passed away--it had contained the germ of better things.
I saw my error, and I bitterly repented of it; and on the day you were
married I felt free.”
“Ah, yes, I have no doubt you waited for that!” cried Gordon. “It may
interest you to know that my marriage is a miserable failure.”
“I am sorry to hear it--but I can’t help it.”
“You have seen it with your own eyes. You know all about it, and I need
n’t tell you.”
“My dear Mr. Wright,” said Angela, pleadingly, turning round, “in
Heaven’s name, don’t say that!”
“Why should n’t I say it? I came here on purpose to say it. I came here
with an intention--with a plan. You know what Blanche is--you need n’t
pretend, for kindness to me, that you don’t. You know what a precious,
what an inestimable wife she must make me--how devoted, how sympathetic
she must be, and what a household blessing at every hour of the day.
Bernard can tell you all about us--he has seen us in the sanctity of our
home.” Gordon gave a bitter laugh and went on, with the same strange,
serious air of explaining his plan. “She despises me, she hates me, she
cares no more for me than for the button on her glove--by which I mean
that she does n’t care a hundredth part as much. You may say that it
serves me right, and that I have got what I deserve. I married her
because she was silly. I wanted a silly wife; I had an idea you were too
wise. Oh, yes, that ‘s what I thought of you! Blanche knew why I picked
her out, and undertook to supply the article required. Heaven forgive
her! She has certainly kept her engagement. But you can imagine how
it must have made her like me--knowing why I picked her out! She has
disappointed me all the same. I thought she had a heart; but that was a
mistake. It does n’t matter, though, because everything is over between
us.”
“What do you mean, everything is over?” Bernard demanded.
“Everything will be over in a few weeks. Then I can speak to Miss Vivian
seriously.”
“Ah! I am glad to hear this is not serious,” said Bernard.
“Miss Vivian, wait a few weeks,” Gordon went on. “Give me another chance
then. Then it will be perfectly right; I shall be free.”
“You speak as if you were going to put an end to your wife!”
“She is rapidly putting an end to herself. She means to leave me.”
“Poor, unhappy man, do you know what you are saying?” Angela murmured.
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