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“I could not have done the work I have had to do in the world if I
had married. But I have often wondered whether that work was worth the
while. Such a feeling must come over all workers, occasionally. Yes,”
said Miss Lucretia, “there have been times when I have been sorry, my
dear, though I have never confessed it to another soul. I am telling you
this for your own good--not mine. If you have the love of a good man,
Cynthia, be careful what you do with it.”
The tears had come into Cynthia's eyes.
“I should have told you, Miss Lucretia,” she faltered. “If I could have
married him, it would have been easier.”
“Why can't you marry him?” demanded Miss Lucretia, sharply--to hide her
own emotion.
“His name,” said Cynthia, “is Bob Worthington:”
“Isaac Worthington's son?”
“Yes.”
Another silence, Miss Lucretia being utterly unable to say anything for
a space.
“Is he a good man?”
Cynthia was on the point of indignant-protest, but she stopped herself
in time.
“I will tell you what he has done,” she answered, “and then you shall
judge for yourself.”
And she told Miss Lucretia, simply, all that Bob had done, and all that
she herself had done.
“He is like his mother, Sarah Hollingsworth; I knew her well,” said
Miss Lucretia. “If Isaac Worthington were a man, he would be down on his
knees begging you to marry his son. He tried hard enough to marry your
own mother.”
“My mother!” exclaimed Cynthia, who had never believed that rumor.
“Yes,” said Miss Lucretia, “and you may thank your stars he didn't
succeed. I mistrusted him when he was a young man, and now I know that
he hasn't changed. He is a coward and a hypocrite.”
Cynthia could not deny this.
“And yet,” she said, after a moment's silence, “I am sure you will say
that I have been right. My own conscience tells me that it is wrong to
deprive Bob of his inheritance, and to separate him from his father,
whatever his father--may be.”
“We shall see what happens in five years,” said Miss Lucretia.
“Five years!” said Cynthia, in spite of herself.
“Jacob served seven for Rachel,” answered Miss Lucretia; “that period is
scarcely too short to test a man, and you are both young.”
“No,” said Cynthia, “I cannot marry him, Miss Lucretia. The world would
accuse me of design, and I feel that I should not be happy. I am sure
that he would never reproach me, even if things went wrong, but--the day
might come when--when he would wish that it had been otherwise.”
Miss Lucretia kissed her.
“You are very young, my dear,” she repeated, “and none of us may say
what changes time may bring forth. And now I must go.”
Cynthia insisted upon walking with her friend down the street to the
hotel--an undertaking that was without danger in Brampton. And it was
only a step, after all. A late moon floated in the sky, throwing in
relief the shadow of the Worthington mansion against the white patches
of snow. A light was still burning in the library.
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