College teachers -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Spouses -- Fiction; Witches -- Fiction
The face was pale, very pale, and without expression. The lips were
tinged with blue. Wet hair was plastered against the cheeks. A thick
lock crossed one eye socket, like a curtain half drawn, and curled down
toward the throat, where it merged with a strand of seaweed. The dull
eyes stared at him, without sign of recognition. And no hand moved up
to brush the lock of hair away.
From the hem of the skirt, water was dripping.
The lips parted. The voice had the monotonous murmur of water.
"You were too late," the lips said. "You were a minute too late."
XI.
For a third time their exchange of conversation had come back to the
same question. He had the maddening sensation of following a robot that
was walking in a huge endless circle and always treading on precisely
the same blades of grass as it retraced its path.
With the hopeless conviction that he would not get any further this
time, he asked the question again: "But how can you lack consciousness,
and at the same time _know_ that you lack consciousness? If your
mind is blank, you cannot at the same time be aware that your mind is
blank."
The hands of his watch were creeping toward three in the morning. The
chill of night's lowest ebb pervaded the dingy hotel room. Tansy sat
stiffly, wearing his bathrobe and big fleece-lined slippers, with
a blanket over her knees and a bath towel wrapped around her head.
They should have made her look child-like and perhaps even artlessly
attractive. They did not. If you were to unwind the towel you would
find the top of the skull sawed off and the brains removed, an empty
bowl--that was the illusion Norman experienced every time he made the
mistake of looking into her eyes.
The pale lips opened. "I know nothing. I only speak. They have taken
away my soul. But my voice is a function of my body."
You could not even say that the voice was patiently explanatory. It
was too utterly empty and colorless even for that. The words, clearly
enunciated and evenly spaced, all sounded alike. They came with the
regular beat of a machine.
The last thing he wanted to do was hammer questions at that stiff
pitiful figure, but at all costs he must awaken some spark of feeling
in the masklike face; he must find some intelligible starting point
before his own mind could begin to work effectually.
"But, Tansy, if you can talk about the present situation, you must be
aware of it. You're here in this room with me!"
The toweled head shook once, like that of a mechanical doll.
"Nothing is here with you but a body. 'I' is not here."
His mind automatically corrected "is" to "am" before he realized that
there had been no grammatical error and shuddered at the implications
of the trifling change in a tiny verb.
"You mean," he asked, "that you can see or hear nothing? That there is
just a blackness?"
Again that simple mechanical headshake, which carried more absolute
conviction than the most heated protestations.
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