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"My body sees and hears perfectly. It has suffered no injury. It can
function in all particulars. But there is nothing inside. There is not
even a blackness."
His tired, fumbling mind jumped to the subject of behavioristic
psychology and its fundamental assertion that human reactions can be
explained completely and satisfactorily without once referring to
consciousness--that it need not even be assumed that consciousness
exists. Here was the perfect proof. And yet not so perfect, for the
behavior of this body lacked every one of those little mannerisms whose
sum is personality. The way Tansy used to squint and twist one little
finger around another when thinking through a difficult question. The
familiar quirk at the corners of her mouth when she felt flattered or
slyly amused. All gone. Even the quick triple headshake he knew so
well, with the slight bunny-rabbit wrinkling of the little nose, had
become that robot's "No."
The sensory organs still responded to stimuli. They sent nerve impulses
to the hindbrain or midbrain--or cortex--where they traveled about and
gave rise to efferent impulses which activated glands and muscles,
including the motor organs of speech. But that was all. None of those
intangible flurries we call consciousness hovered around the webwork of
nervous activity in the cortex. What had imparted _style_--Tansy's
style, like no one else's--to every movement and utterance of the body,
was gone. There was left only a physiological organism, without sign
or indication of personality. Not even a mad or an idiot soul--yes!
why not use that old term now that it had an obvious specific
meaning?--peered from the gray-green eyes which winked at intervals
with machinelike regularity, but only to lubricate the cornea, nothing
more.
He felt a grim sort of relief go through him, now that he had been
able to picture it in definite terms. But the picture itself--his mind
veered to the memory of a newspaper story about an old man who had kept
locked in his bedroom for years the body of a young woman whom he loved
and who had died of an incurable disease. He had maintained the body in
a miraculous state of preservation by wax and other means they said,
had talked to it every night and morning, had been convinced that he
would some day reanimate it completely--until they found out and took
him away, and buried it. Had that body--
* * * * *
"Tansy," he was asking, "when your soul went, why didn't you die?"
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