Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"Not in the band-stand, but I think there is on the pier. The
band-stand is retained chiefly as a rendezvous, I believe. When he
says 'Where will you meet me this evening?' she always says 'Opposite
the band-stand.'"
Rosalind replied, "How do you know?"
"I gather it. Pensive figures watch the clock, and look up and down.
They all turn hopefully when they hear you, and scowl at you as you
come in sight. I passed once in the evening; I felt myself such a
general disappointment that I always walk on the other side now."
The man at the turnstiles told them that the orchestra was playing in
the theatre; and as they drew close they heard it, but for some little
time they could find no way inside. No charge was made for admission
to the theatre in the afternoon, and only the entrance to the balcony
was open. They saw nobody to guide them. There were no other
footsteps on the pier; there was no sound but the plaintive music that
they couldn't reach. They wandered round and round the terrace, trying
locked doors.
The tide was out, and the sheen of the smooth wet sand was violet under
a paling sky. Little white waves were hurrying, and in the faded
distance the star of the lightship gleamed and hid.
Through the window of an unexpected office they spied the girl who sold
the stall tickets in the evening. "Oh, yes!" she said, and ran out to
show them where to go.
Only two or three figures inhabited the roomy balcony. Below, the body
of the house was soulless, shrouded in white wrappers. Faint daylight
touched the auditorium wanly, but gas jets yellowed the faces of the
orchestra. In the narrow line of glare amid the emptiness, they played.
Rosalind and Conrad sat down in the last row, and spoke in low voices.
He knew that the impression of the scene was going to linger with him
after she had gone.
In a few minutes she whispered, "Let's go on the terrace again," and
they crept to the door.
"We couldn't talk in there," she said.... "Look here! what you were
saying to Tattie: I want you to tell me straight, I don't know anything
about you--can you afford to do all that?"
"Oh yes," he said; "that's all right."
"But really? Tell me the truth. How well off are you?"
"Oh, well! ... I'm very well off."
"Because if you're going to miss the money, there's another way out,
that's why. I shouldn't forgive myself if I put you in a hole; I bar
that sort of thing. Lunch and flowers are all very well, but the
other's rather steep."
"I sha'n't miss the money."
"Honour bright?"
"Honour bright!"
"Oh well, then! It's awfully good of you, I sha'n't forget it," she
said. "'Warrener' is really your name, isn't it?"
"I thought you understood that at the time."
"Yes," she said, "I did. I only wondered for a moment--I'm sorry."
"Oh, it's nothing," he answered.... "You know what I want you to tell
me?"
"What?"
"About yourself. What can I do for you?"
"Oh, you needn't count me or Tattie. We don't want anything."
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