Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
He doubled the girl's sovereign, and drove no bargain with her
mistress. But the laundry cooped him now. He closed the door, and
loitered gratefully on the step. Yes, indeed, he would wait; in the
sweetness of relief he was scarcely impatient. A little drizzle was in
the air, but he did not heed it. The day, and the morrow, and a
hundred days broke into smiles before him. And while he lingered
there--on the laundress's step, in the squalid street, under the
rain--Conrad suddenly awoke to the exhilaration that sparkled in him,
was startled by its freshness. He realised that fizzing in his pulses
and his mind was the zest, the buoyancy that he had mourned as dead.
It was here, alive! He reviewed with gusto his emotions of the
afternoon, the hope, the suspense, the desperation--the quiver of
rejoicing. It had been good! he had lived and felt this afternoon; he
would not have abated those emotions by a jot! The immoral truth was
clear to him, he had made his great discovery--that a man is young as
often as he falls in love. That Rosalind had beauty, was an
irrelevance. Again, to her lover a woman _is_ what she makes _him
feel_. Whether she is fair or ill-favoured, whether she is worthy or
worthless, whether she is formed like Venus, or clasps him in arms as
thin as penholders, to him she is supreme, and while he adores her he
is Young.
The rain was pattering more smartly, and he waited under his umbrella.
Exultation was in his heart, her promise was in his pocket, ten years
of his age had been shed behind the door. And at this point it may be
discreet of us to take leave of Conrad--as Rosalind's cab comes
jingling round the corner.
THE END
* * * * *
_BY LEONARD MERRICK_
THE POSITION OF PEGGY
CONRAD IN QUEST OF HIS YOUTH
THE MAN WHO UNDERSTOOD WOMEN: STORIES
WHISPERS ABOUT WOMEN: STORIES
LYNCH'S DAUGHTER
THE MAN WHO WAS GOOD
THIS STAGE OF FOOLS
CYNTHIA
ONE MAN'S VIEW
THE ACTOR MANAGER
THE WORLDLINGS
WHEN LOVE FLIES OUT O' THE WINDOW
THE QUAINT COMPANIONS
_Several of Mr. Merrick's books are at present unpublished in America.
Mitchell Kennerley will publish new volumes from time to time._
End of Project Gutenberg's Conrad in Quest of His Youth, by Leonard Merrick
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