Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"My name is Warrener," he said.
"Oh yes," she murmured; "I'm so short-sighted----how d'ye do?" But he
saw that she was twenty years away from knowing who he was.
"This is tremendously nice of you," he exclaimed; "I was afraid you
wouldn't remember me."
"How absurd!" she said perfunctorily. "Why shouldn't I? We met
at----?"
"But so long ago. I _was_ afraid, really. I've been warning myself
that you couldn't be expected to remember--and yet I knew I should be
so pained if you forgot."
She made a little amiable movement of her hands. He understood it to
signify that his doubts had done injustice to them both. Inwardly he
laughed.
"Is your husband in Ostend, Mrs. Adaile?"
"No," she said, "no, he's in the Tyrol--Innsbruck. I'm here with my
sister and my brother-in-law. You know them, don't you?"
"No, I've never had the pleasure. They weren't with you there."
"Ah, no," she said, "no, they weren't.... Ostend is very dull this
year, don't you think?"
"I've found it very exciting; I saw you yesterday at dinner, and I've
been trying to meet your eyes ever since."
"Really?" said the lady. She allowed him to meet them, and looked
away, her expression vacillating between a pucker and a smile.
"My courage wasn't equal to risking a snub from you publicly, and you
were never alone. You balked me last night, you escaped me this
morning, and you drove me to desperation this afternoon. I ought to
have known you wouldn't forget, but I always had misgivings, hadn't I?"
"Had you?" she said. The pucker was getting the upper hand. She
played with the postcard.
"Confess!" said Conrad.
"I remember you perfectly," she insisted with transparent hypocrisy,
"but just for the moment I'm fogged where it was we met."
"Will it help me if I mention Normandy?"
"Normandy?" she echoed vaguely.
"Rouen--the Hôtel Britannique--a boy who was called 'Con.'"
"Con?" she cried. And the smile had things all its own way with her;
for an instant the spirit of his youth flashed so close that he nearly
captured it. "You are 'Con?'"
"Still," he affirmed earnestly. "And you are still--Mrs. Adaile."
"You are Con," she repeated, wondering, "that boy! And did you
remember me directly you saw me last night?"
"No--I've remembered you all the time."
"Ah," she laughed reproval, "what a long while ago that makes it
seem!--the boy never told me pretty falsehoods."
"The boy never told you half the truth; he was a very backward boy."
"If we are to be friends you mustn't run him down, Mr. Warrener," she
said; "I was very fond of Con.... 'Rouen!' Have you ever been there
since?"
"No; I was abroad for years--out of Europe, I mean."
"You were going to be an artist?"
"I hoped to be."
"Aren't you?"
"No; I haven't the artist's temperament--I'm too constant."
She regarded the postcard on the table again, and he did justice to her
eyelashes.
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