Constance Sherwood: An Autobiography of the Sixteenth CenturyFullerton, Georgiana
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Constance Sherwood: An Autobiography of the Sixteenth Century
Fullerton, Georgiana
Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction
motions of pride or a vain conceit of thine own deserts, but rather
gratitude to those whose goodness is so great as to overlook thy
defects and magnify thy merits;--Edmund's report, I say, coupled with
these letters, have yielded me all the contentment I desire at this
time, when I am about to embark on a perilous voyage, of which none
can foresee the course or the end; one in which I take the cross of
Christ as my only staff; his words, "Follow me," for my motto; and
his promise to all such as do confess him before men, as the assured
anchor of my hope.
"Our ingenuous youth informed thee (albeit I doubt not in such wise
as to conceal, if it had been possible, his own ability, which, with
his devotedness, do exceed praise) how he acquitted both me and
others of much trouble and imminent danger by his fortunate despatch
with that close prisoner. I had determined to place him with some of
my acquaintance, lest perhaps he should return, not without some
danger of his soul, to his own friends; but when he understood my
resolution, he cried out with like words to those of St. Lawrence,
'Whither goeth my master without his servant? Whither goeth my
father without his son?' and with tears distilling from his eyes, he
humbly entreated he might go together with me, saying, as it were
with St. Peter, 'Master, I am ready to go with you to prison,
yea to death;' but, forecasting his future ability, as also to try
his spirit a little further, I made him answer it was impossible; to
which our Edmund replied, 'Alas! and is it impossible? Shall my
native soil restrain free will? or home-made laws alter devout
resolutions? Am I not young? Can I not study? May I not in time get
what you now have got--learning for a scholar? yea, virtue for a
priest, perhaps; and so at length obtain that for which you now are
ready? Direct me the way, I beseech you; and let me, if you please,
be your precursor. Tell me what I shall do, or whither I must go;
and for the rest, God, who knows my desire, will provide and supply
the want. Can it be possible that he who clothes the lilies of the
field, and feeds the fowls of the air, will forsake him who forsakes
all to fulfil his divine precept, "Seek first the kingdom of God and
his justice, and all other things shall be given to you?"' Finally,
he ended, to my no small admiration, by reciting the words of our
Saviour, 'Whosoever shall forsake home, or brethren, or sisters, or
father, or mother, for my sake and the gospel's, shall receive a
hundredfold and possess life everlasting.'
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