Detective and mystery stories; Disappeared persons -- Fiction; Smuggling -- Fiction; Women journalists -- Fiction
She telephoned for something to eat--to be sent to her room, for she
feared to go to the public dining room, lest she encounter Fownes.
At all costs Abner must be kept unaware of her presence. She was as
relieved as if full success were hers, and she dressed with animation
and pleasure. When she looked in the glass she could not help
reflecting that, if she were not an invited guest at the ball she would
not be a discredit to it.
It was difficult to wait. She paced up and down the room, planning,
discarding plans. She endeavored to foresee obstacles and to remove
them. She imagined, and enjoyed the imagining, dramatizing the whole
evening in advance. She endowed the Governor with the qualities history
gave to Abraham Lincoln--more especially in those episodes where he is
reported to have arisen from important affairs of state to listen to
the story of some wife or daughter whose loved one was to be executed
for sleeping on his post. Yet she did not even know what the Governor
looked like. His photographs--yes. She had seen his face, but it was
not familiar to her, nor whether he was tall or short, brawny or
slender.... The picture she painted made him big, broad of shoulder,
with a fine, high forehead, noble eyes, and a fatherly manner. Perhaps
he would address her as child, and, with courtesy, lead her to some
private spot where she would pour her story into his sympathetic ear.
He would be amazed, startled, confounded at the news of such a state of
affairs in the commonwealth he governed.... And he would act. He would
send her away from him with the precious appointment in her hand ...
and with lofty words of praise....
She watched the time. It seemed as if days passed instead of hours
before she telephoned down for her car. But when she issued from her
room to descend, her dreams melted into damp fog and she was terrified.
She feared to encounter Fownes at every step. Her heart almost stopped
beating as she imagined terrible incidents. Suppose she were stopped at
the door! Suppose, once inside, credentials should be demanded of her!
Suppose the Governor’s wife should approach with a horrible society
air and eye her scornfully and demand by what right she was there!
She might be the center of a scene, might be expelled from the place!
Almost she repented. Almost she returned to her room. But something
compelled her to go on.... The only courage is that which compels one
in spite of his terror.
The car was waiting. “The Executive Mansion,” she said, and sank back
in her place, quivering.
Presently, too soon, they drew up before the awning which stretched
from the Governor’s door to the street. A servant opened the car door
and she alighted. He bowed elaborately. Carmel took it for a good omen.
There was no questioning her of her right to be present.... A certain
security came of the knowledge that she looked as if she belonged in
this world.
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