Contraband; Or, A Losing HazardWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Contraband; Or, A Losing Hazard
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"It is very kind of you, Mr. Goldthred," said she, "to speak as you do,
particularly as you always mean what you say; but, though I often
fancied you liked her, I had no idea your attachment to Miss Hallaton
was so strong as all that!"
He turned very pale, and stooped over the moulting bullfinch, without
speaking; then raised his head, looking--as she had never seen him look
before--resolved, even stern, thoughtful, saddened, yet not the least
unkind; and the voice, that had trembled awhile ago, was firm and
decided now.
"If you are joking, Mrs. Lascelles," said he, "the jest is unworthy of
_you_, and unfair on _me_. If you really think what you say, it is time
you were undeceived. Miss Hallaton is no more to me than a young lady in
whom you take an interest. For her father I am prepared to make any
sacrifice, because I think you--Mrs. Lascelles, will you forgive what I
am going to say?"
"I don't know," she answered, smiling very brightly, considering that
the tears still glittered in her eyes. "I might be more deeply offended
than you suppose. What if you were going to say you think I am in love
with Sir Henry Hallaton?"
"I think you _are_ in love with Sir Henry Hallaton," he repeated very
gravely. "I think your happiness has long been dependent on his society.
I think you would marry him to-morrow if he asked you. I think he would
ask you to-day if his position admitted of it. I do not live a great
deal in the world, Mrs. Lascelles, and I dare say I am rather dull in a
general way; but the stupidest people can see things that affect their
interests or their happiness; and I have often watched every word and
look of yours, when you thought perhaps I had no more perception, no
more feeling, than that marble chimney-piece. Sometimes with a sore
heart enough; but that is all over now! Ought I to have told you long
ago, or ought I to have held my tongue for ever? I don't know; but I
need not tell you now, that from the day Mr. Groves introduced me to
you, at the Thames Regatta--I dare say you've forgotten all about it--I
have admired you, and--and--cared for you more than anything in the
world. You're too bright and too beautiful and too good for me, I know;
but that don't prevent my wanting to see you happy, and happy you
_shall_ be, Mrs. Lascelles, if everything I can do has the power to make
you so!"
His voice may have failed him somewhat during this simple little
declaration, but seemed steady enough when he finished; and it could
not, therefore, have been from sympathy with his emotion that the tears
were again rising fast to his listener's blue eyes.
"I remember it perfectly," she sobbed. "You were talking to a fat woman
in a hideous yellow gown. Why do you say I don't?"
"Remember what?" he asked innocently, not being quite conversant with a
manoeuvre much practised by ladies in difficulties, and similar to
that resource which is termed in the prize-ring "sparring for wind."
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