Dressmakers -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
"I used to," came the grim reply out of the night. He sounded cautious,
doubtful.
"Not any longer?" She withdrew herself wholly from him. They were
completely sundered. Toby was failing her. She was stone cold to
him--cold to all the world.
"Who says I don't?" asked Toby, in a grumbling way. He put out his arm,
but Sally stepped back. "Here."
"No," she cried, sharply. Toby was not to take her for granted, not to
hold her and make love to her. She was in earnest, and he was giving
himself away as one who had taken what he could get.
"I do." At last Toby's sullen assent reached Sally.
"You think I'm a liar," she persisted. "You don't love me." It was
bitter.
There was a silence. Toby was almost invisible. Both were lost in the
dull estrangement of that troubled mood.
"Yes, I do," he muttered. "You _are_ a liar."
"I'm not. It's true what I say. If Gaga finds out...."
"Well? What d'you suppose _I_ can do? _I_ can't do anything. It's you
who's got to do something."
Sally thought for a moment at that savagely bullying tone, which was
without love or understanding. She had a sudden sweep of hatred of Toby
as an animal that took no heed of responsibility or consequences. The
chill she had felt already deepened and filled her heart. Her loneliness
was intensified. She gave a short laugh of bitter distraction. A
greater fierceness shook her, and she began to walk slowly away from
him.
"Oh, well then, I'm done," she said, with cold recklessness. "All
right."
"Sally!" He came slowly after her; but his pursuit was not the old
vigorous insistence for which she longed. He wanted Sally--not a baby,
not a difficulty. He would shirk anything but the fulfilment of his
passion. Instantly, she felt that he never would have married her if the
time had come.
"No!" It was a harsh cry. "Don't touch me. Go on, push off.... I'm done
with you." She walked more rapidly. She was only a little way now from
the house, a hatless, disconsolate figure, oppressed and rigid.
"Sally." But he was still slow to follow. Sally cracked her fingers. She
was finished with him. Her heart and her feet alike were leaden. She was
too far gone for tears or sobs. It was not anguish that she felt; but
bitterness so great that she could only hate Toby. She had loved him so
much! And this was the end of him. She felt her love killed at a blow,
and she was without resource.
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