Cornish Worthies: Sketches of Some Eminent Cornish Men and Families, Volume 1 (of 2)Tregellas, Walter H. (Walter Hawken)
History
Cornish Worthies: Sketches of Some Eminent Cornish Men and Families, Volume 1 (of 2)
Tregellas, Walter H. (Walter Hawken)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Biography
'My poore wife is fallen very ill of a ffevor, with lightness in her
head. You know who sayes the prayer of the faithfull shall save the
sick: I humbly begg your charitable prayers for this poore creature,
and your distracted servant--London:--Saturday, 9 o'clock.'
The immovable man was moved to bitter agony now; and worse was to
come: for 'sweet, pale Margaret' soon passed away to a world more
worthy of her than that in which her lot had been cast. Evelyn says:
'This fatall houre was (your Ladyshipp[159] knows) about one o'clock,
att noone on the Munday, September the nineth 1678, in the 25 year and
prime of her age. O unparalell'd loss! O griefe indicible! By me never
to be forgotten--never to be overcome! Nor pass I the sad anniversary
and lugubruous period, without the most sencible emotion, sorrow that
draws tears from my very heart whilst I am reciteing it.'
I doubt whether there is anything more tender and dolorous in our
literature than the following letter which she addressed to her
husband--her 'deare man,' 'the husband that above all living I vallue,'
as she used affectionately to call him. The letter was not found till
after her death:
'My deare, not knowing how God Allmighty may deale with me, I think
it my best course to settle my affaires, soe as that, in case I be to
leave this world, noe earthly thing may take up my thoughts. In the
first place, my deare, believe me, that of all earthly things you were
and are the most deare to me; and I am convinced that nobody ever had
a better or halfe so good a husband. I begg your pardon for all my
Imperfections, which I am sencible were many; but such as I could help
I did endeavour to subdue, that they might not trouble you; for those
defects which I could not rectifye in myselfe, as want of judgement
in the management of my family and household affaires, which I owne
myselfe to be very defective in, I hope your good nature will excuse,
and not remember to my disadvantage when I am gone. I ask your pardon
for the vanitye of my humour, and for being often (more) melancholy
and splenetick[160] than I had cause to be. I was allwayes asham'd
of myselfe when I was soe, and sorry for it, and I hope it will come
into the number of those faults which I could not help. Now (my deare)
God be with thee, pray God bless you, and keepe you his faithfull
servant for ever. In Him be all thy joy and delight, satisfaction and
comfort, and doe not grieve too much for me, since I hope I shall be
happy, being very much resign'd to God's will, and leaving this World
with, I hope, in Christ Jesus, a good Conscience. Now, my dear, if you
please, permitt me to ask leave to bestow a legacy or two amongst my
friends and servants.... Now, my dear, I have done, if you please to
lay out about an hundred pounds more in rings for your five sisters,
to remember me by. I know nothing more I have to desire of you, but
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account