She sat on, and began thinking _when_ the last time had been. It came
into her memory with a rush. The last time she had made one in these
large gatherings was at her own home in Grosvenor Square, not very
many days before she finally left it. Ay, and the attendant
circumstances also came back to her, even to the words which had
passed between herself and her husband. In the bitter contempt she
cherished for him, she had not chosen to inform him of the assembly
she purposed having, but had sent out the cards unknown to him. He
knew nothing about it until the night arrived and he came home to
dinner.
"What is the awning up for?" he asked of Hilson, wondering a little.
"My lady has an assembly tonight, sir," was the answer.
"A large one?"
"Yes, sir."
Mr. Grubb knitted his brow, and went on to his wife. It was not the
fact of the assembly that vexed him: it was that she had not thought
it worth her while to inform him of it. Darvy was putting the
finishing touches to her hair. How well she remembered it now; every
minute particular came back to her: where she sat in the room--not at
the dressing-glass as usual, but before the open window, for it was
intensely hot. Her robe was of costly white lace, adorned with pearls.
Pearls that he had given her.
"What is this, Adela?" he had asked. "I hear you have a large assembly
tonight."
"Well?" she retorted.
"Could you not have told me?"
"I did not see any especial necessity for telling you."
"I might have had an engagement. In fact, I have one. I ought to go to
one of the hotels tonight to see a gentleman who has come over from
India on business."
"You can go," was her scornful reply to this. "Your presence is not
needed here; it is not at all necessary to the success of the
evening."
"There is one, at any rate, who would not miss me," had been his reply
as he left her, to go to his room to dress for dinner. Yes, it all
came back vividly tonight.
She bent her face on her hand as she recalled this, hiding it in very
shame that she could have been so wicked. Lady Sarah Hope had once
told her the devil had got possession of her. "Not only the devil,"
moaned Adela now, "but all his myrmidons."
A lady was beginning to sing. She had a sweet and powerful voice, and
she chose a song Mr. Grubb used to be particularly fond of--"Robin
Adair."
Adela looked beyond the draperies at the crowd, gathering itself up
for a momentary stillness, and disposed herself to listen. Her
thoughts were full of Mr. Grubb, as the verses went on. Every word
came home to her aching heart.
"But him I loved so well
Still in my heart doth dwell--
Oh, I shall ne'er forget
Robin Adair."
Applause ensued. It was much better deserved than that usually
accorded in these cases. A minute later, and some one called out
"Hush!" for the lady had consented to sing again. The noise subsided
into silence; the singer was turning over the leaves of her
music-book.
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