Cradock Nowell: A Tale of the New Forest. Vol. 1 (of 3)Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Cradock Nowell: A Tale of the New Forest. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
New Forest (England : Forest) -- Fiction
If we strike the average of mankind, we shall find Rufus Hutton above
it. He had his many littlenesses—and which of us has few?—his oddities
of mind and manner, even his want of charity, and his practical
faith in selfishness; none the less for all of that there were many
people who loved him. And those of us who are loved of any—save
parents, wife, or daughter—loved, I mean, as the word is felt and not
interpreted,—with warmth of heart, and moistened eyes (when good or ill
befalls us); any such may have no doubt of being loved by God.
All this while, Sir Cradock Nowell had been alone; and, as Homer has
it, “feeding on his heart”. Ever since that fearful time, when, going
home to his happy dinner with a few choice friends, he had overtaken
some dark thing, which he would not let them hide from him—ever since
that awful moment when he saw what it was, the father had not taken
food, nor comfort of God or man.
All they did—well–meaning people—was of no avail. It was not of
disgrace he thought, of one son being murdered, and the other son
his murderer; he did not count his generations, score the number
of baronets, and weep for the slur upon them; rave of his painted
scutcheon, and howl because this was a dab on it. He simply groaned
and could not eat, because he had lost his son—his own, his sweet, his
best–beloved son.
As for Cradock, the father hoped—for he had not now the energy to care
very much about it—that he might not _happen_ henceforth to meet him
(for all things now were of luck) more than once a month, perhaps; and
then they need not say much. He never could care for him any more; of
that he felt as sure as if his heart were become a tombstone.
Young Cradock, though they coaxed and petted, wept before him at
the parsonʼs, and still more behind him, and felt for him so truly
deeply that at last he burst out crying (which did him Heavenʼs own
good)—Cradock, on his part, would not go to his father, until he should
be asked for. He felt that he could fall on his knees, and crawl along
in abasement, for having robbed the old grey man of all he loved on
earth. Only his father must ask for him, or at least give him leave to
come.
Perhaps he was wrong. Let others say. But in the depths of his grief
he felt the need of a fatherʼs love; and so his agony was embittered
because he got no signs of it. Let us turn to luckier people.
“Rufus, why, my darling Rufus, how much more——are you going to put on
that little piece of ground, no bigger than my work–table”?
Mrs. Hutton had been brought up to “call a spade a spade”; and she
extended this wise nomenclature to the contents of the spade as well.
“Rosa, why, my darling Rosa, that bed contains one hundred and
twenty–five feet. Now, according to the great Justus Liebig, and his
mineral theory——”
“One hundred and twenty–five feet, Rue! And I could jump across it! I
am sure it is not half so long as my silk measure in the shell, dear”!
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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