Cradock Nowell: A Tale of the New Forest. Vol. 1 (of 3)Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Cradock Nowell: A Tale of the New Forest. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
New Forest (England : Forest) -- Fiction
Looking back sadly, now and then, at the tranquil home of his
childhood, whose wings, and gables, and depths of stone were grand
in the autumn sunset, Cradock Nowell went his way toward the simple
Rectory: he would say good–bye there to Uncle John and the kind Aunt
Doxy; Miss Rosedew the younger, of course, would avoid him, as she had
done ever since. But suddenly he could not resist the strange desire to
see once more that fatal, miserable spot, the bidental of his destiny.
So he struck into a side–path leading to the deep and bosky covert.
The long shadows fell from the pale birch stems, the hollies looked
black in the sloping light, and the brown leaves fluttered down here
and there as the cold wind set the trees shivering. Only six days
ago, only half an hour further into the dusk, he had slain his own
twin–brother. He crawled up the hedge through the very same gap, for
he could not leap it now; his back ached with weakness, his heart with
despair, as he stayed himself by the same hazel–branch which had struck
his gun at the muzzle. Then he shivered, as the trees did, and his
hair, like the brown leaves, rustled, as he knelt and prayed that his
brotherʼs spirit might appear there and forgive him. Hoping and fearing
to find it there, he sidled down into the dark wood, and with his heart
knocking hard against his ribs, forced himself to go forward.
All at once his heart stood still, and every nerve of his body went
creeping—for he saw a tall, white figure kneeling where his brotherʼs
blood was—kneeling, never moving, the hands together as in prayer, the
face as wan as immortality, the black hair—if it were hair—falling
straight as a pall drawn back from an alabaster coffin–head. The
power of the entire form was not of earth, nor heaven; but as of the
intermediate state, when we know not we are dead yet.
Cradock could not think nor breathe. The whole of his existence was
frozen up in awe. It showed him in the after time, when he could think
about it, the ignorance, the insolence, of dreaming that any human
state is quit of human fear. While he gazed, in dread to move (not
knowing his limbs would refuse him), with his whole life swallowed up
in gazing at the world beyond the grave, the tall, white figure threw
its arms up to the darkening sky, rose, and vanished instantly.
What do you think Cradock Nowell did? We all know what he ought to
have done. He ought to have walked up calmly, with measured yet rapid
footsteps, and his eyes and wits well about him, and investigated
everything. Instead of that, he cut and ran as hard as he could go;
and I know I should have done the same, and I believe more than half
of you would, unless you were too much frightened. He would never turn
back upon living man; but our knowledge of Hades is limited. We pray
for angels around our bed; if they came, we should have nightmare.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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