Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 1 [of 3]Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
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Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 1 [of 3]
Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
Such was the doctrine preached from a thousand pulpits, at any rate, not
many years since. And thus it was that the churches were chiefly filled
with ignorant women and old men, or with young people—who died early of
consumption—who accepted everything they heard in the pulpit, who knew
nothing of the world they denounced, to whom the language of passion and
temptation was unknown. It is easy to be religious when all that is
irreligious has worked itself out of the man—to lead a dull, decent,
formal life, when the capacity for excess is gone, or the spendthrift has
been turned into a miser; when old age has taken from woman her power to
tempt, and robbed the wine-cup of its fascination; when all a man wants
is an easy-chair by a good fire. When we cry with Tennyson:
‘Ruined trunks on withered forks,
Empty scarecrows, I and you.’
But it is not everyone who cares for such companionship.
‘Where are my dead forefathers?’ asked the pagan Frisian of Bishop
Wolfran, as he stood with one of his royal leg’s in the baptismal font.
‘In hell with all the other unbelievers,’ was the reply.
‘Mighty well!’ exclaimed Radbrod, removing his leg. ‘Then I will rather
feast with my ancestors in the halls of Woden, than dwell with your
little starveling band of Christians in heaven.’
To return to Wentworth. He was disappointed, not only as regards the
ministry, but as regards love, and that is a yet more awful thing.
Plotinus taught that God made women beautiful that by means of them men
might be drawn to love a beauty that is divine. To one capable of strong
affection no blow can be more terrible than that of a disappointed love.
It is vain to doubt on the subject. To all human appearances Wentworth
was lost, but God never leaves a man to fall away for ever. ‘A gracious
hand,’ writes the pious Wilberforce, ‘leads us in ways we know not, not
only with, but against our plans and inclinations.’ Happily, this was so
in Wentworth’s case. There came to him strength to reform, to conquer
himself, to rise out of his dead self to something higher and better,
partly from the memory of a pious home, partly by the natural working of
his soul, partly by the needs of daily life, partly and chiefly by
contact with an actress, who reproached him with his idleness and want of
energy and aimlessness. Both were Bohemians, but the woman supported
herself and her widowed mother. Both had loved and lost, both had found
the ways of transgressors hard, that pleasure is not happiness, that
there is no way to escape from God’s universal law, that wrongdoing, in
thought or word or deed, is never without its inseparable penalty, and
that is, the worm that dieth not, the fire that is not quenched. You may
forget much, but you can never forget, if you live till the age of
Methuselah, what you have done inconsistent with the native nobility of
man; if you have brought dishonour on your name, betrayed the right,
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