Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 1 [of 3]Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
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Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 1 [of 3]
Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
sinner, but pitied him; in short, that He felt toward me as my mother
felt toward me, to whose eyes my wrong-doing brought tears, who never
pressed me so close to her as when I had done wrong, and who would fain
with her yearning heart lift me out of trouble.’ And the change was as
beautiful as sudden. All earth seemed fresher to Wentworth, the sun more
bright, the earth more green, the flowers more fair, the songs of birds
more musical, and life infinitely more great and grand. How hard and
distasteful seemed his old idea of religion! how cold and dry and apart
from ordinary life and daily duty! A mere matter of words, a performance
to be carried on on Sunday, and chiefly by unpleasant men and women who
held that the world was a waste, howling wilderness given over to the
devil, and that heaven was only for the elect, as they deemed themselves
to be. They said God would set aside the laws of nature—the laws He had
made—and work miracles on their behalf; that they would prosper and
become fat if they made a profession of religion. It was their intense
selfishness which alienated him. Hell-fire was the lot of the sinners,
and they became religious, not that they had the least idea of a God of
mercy and love, but that they might not be sent to hell. Their religion
was a kind of fire-escape, that was all. He hated such blasphemy and
such selfishness. When they sang,
‘Lord, what a wretched land this is
That yields us no supplies!’
or,
‘My thoughts on awful subjects roll,
Damnation and the soul;’
or,
‘Lord, we’re a garden walled around,
Planted and made peculiar ground,’
he was alike distressed and shocked.
Once upon a time an old divine met Dr. Doddridge, of pious memory, as he
was going to preach.
‘I wish for you the presence of God in the chapel,’ said the good doctor
in his unctuous style.
‘My dear doctor,’ said the old divine, ‘we have always the presence of
God everywhere.’
That was the feeling that came at length to Wentworth—that God is
everywhere present with us as a Father and a Friend. It was that that
filled his heart with joy. It was enough for him that he was there to
pity and succour and bless.
It was in a similar spirit that the actress had learned to realize the
Divine presence and power.
And once more they are under the stars as he sees her to her comfortable
home, where an aged mother with a bright smile awaits her coming. That
walk of theirs under the stars had been the turning-point of their lives.
It was the girl trembling and sorrowful by his side who had helped to
recall him to his better self. She had achieved success, and so had he.
Outcasts as they were in the eyes of the Church, they were children
crying, and not in vain, for the light.
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END OF VOL. I
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BILLING AND SONS, PRINTERS, GUILDFORD.
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