Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories
"Is she unwell--face-ache?" asked Kate.
"Well, no, ma'am, not now. She did have it very bad a year ago, but it
got better, and she will keep tied up still for fear it should come
back. She says it would drive her mad if it did; and if I make her
leave off she does nothing but mope and cry, so I let her keep on.
She's a poor nervous sort of girl, and she has never been right since
she lost the milkman."
"Lost the milkman?" said Kate, wonderingly.
"He went and married someone else, ma am, as had money to set him up in
business. Females has a deal to put up with in this life, as well I
know. Then you won't go and see the little lib'ry to-day, ma'am?"
"No, not to-day," said Kate, with an involuntary shiver which made the
woman look at her curiously, and the deep sigh of relief came again from
the neighbouring room.
"Cold, ma'am?"
"Yes--no. A little nervous and upset with travelling," said Kate; and
she went down at once to the library, took a chair at the old-fashioned
morocco-covered table, glanced round at the well-filled bookcases, and
the solid rich air of comfort, with the glowing fire and softened
gaslight brightening the place, and taking paper stamped with the
address she began to write rapidly, explaining everything to her old
maid, pleading the urgency of her position for excuse in leaving as she
had, and begging that "dear old nurse" would join her at once.
She paused from time to time to look round, for the silence of the place
oppressed her; and in her nervous anxious state, suffering as she was
from the feeling that she had done wrong, there were moments when she
could hardly refrain from tears.
But she finished her long, affectionate letter and directed it, turning
round to sit gazing into the fire for a few minutes, hesitating as to
whether she should do something that was in her mind.
There seemed to be no reason why she should not write to Jennie Leigh,
but at the same time there was a something undefined and strange which
held her back from communication; but at last decision had its way, and
feeling firmer, she turned to the table once more and began to write
another letter.
"Why should I have hesitated?" she said, softly; "I'm sure she likes me
very much, and she will think it so very strange if I do not write."
But somehow there was a slight deepening of tint in her cheeks, and a
faint sensation of glow as she wrote on, her letter being unconsciously
couched in very affectionate terms; while when she had concluded and
read it over she found that she had been far more explanatory than she
had intended, entering fully into her feelings, and the horror and shame
she had felt on discovering the way in which her cousin had been thrown
with her, detailing his behaviour; and finally, in full, the scene in
which Mr Garstang had protected her and spoken out, to the unveiling of
the family plans.
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