"I--I will bring Emma," he faltered, and shambled across the threshold,
throwing back upon her a look she may have noted and may not, but which
if she had understood, would certainly have made her pause. "I will go
for Emma," he said again, closing the door behind him with a touch which
seemed to make even that senseless wood fall away from him. Then he
listened--listened instead of going for the gentle sister whose presence
might have calmed the turbulent spirit he had just left. And as he
listened his face gradually took on a satisfied look, till, at a certain
sound from within, he allowed his hands the luxury of a final
congratulatory rub, and then gliding from the place, went below.
Emma was standing in the parlor window, fixed in dismay at the sight of
Frank's going by without word or look; but Huckins did not stop to give
her the message with which he had been entrusted. Instead of that he
passed into the kitchen, and not till he had crossed the floor and
shambled out into the open air of the garden did he venture to turn and
say to the watching Doris:
"I am afraid Miss Hermione is not quite well."
XXVII.
THE HAND OF HUCKINS.
Frank exhausted his courage in passing Hermione's door. When he heard
the cry she gave, he stopped for a moment, then rushed hastily on, not
knowing whither, and not caring, so long as he never saw the street or
the house or the poplars again.
He intended, as much as he intended anything, to take the train for New
York, but when he came sufficiently to himself to think of the hour, he
found that he was in a wood quite remote from the station, and that both
the morning and noon trains had long since passed.
It was not much of a disappointment. He was in that stage of misery in
which everything seems blurred, and life and its duties too unreal for
contemplation. He did not wish to act or even to think. The great
solitude about him was more endurable than the sight of human faces, but
I doubt if he would have been other than solitary anywhere, or seen
aught but her countenance in any place where he might have been.
And what made this the more torturing to him was the fact that he
always saw her with an accusing look on her face. Never with bowed
forehead or in an attitude of shame, but with the straightforward aspect
of one utterly grieved where she had expected consideration and
forbearance. This he knew to be a freak of his fancy, for had he not her
words to prove she had merited his condemnation? But fancy or not, it
followed him, softening unconsciously his thought of her, though it
never for an instant weakened his resolve not to see her again or
exchange another word with one whose conscience was laden with so heavy
a crime.
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