Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
It startled him; its effect was profound--now that it had been said he
was completely delivered to his gathering sense of the inevitable.
It secured, like a noose, all his intentions; he was neither glad nor
sorry; what was the use? His own feeling--if this were love and what
love was--eluded him. Above every other recognition, though, was a
consciousness of impending event. What happened now, in the car rapidly
approaching Central Park, was unimportant, without power to contain
him in its moment. They turned in at the Fifty-ninth Street entrance:
through the glass there was a shifting panorama of black branches,
deserted walks and benches and secretive water. He saw vaguely the
Belvedere, the Esplanade fountain, and the formal length of the Mall,
together with--flung against the sky--the multitudinous lighted windows
of Central Park West, the high rippling shimmer of the monumental lifted
electric signs on Broadway. Other cars passed, swift and soundless,
he saw their occupants and then they were gone: an aged man whose grey
countenance might have been moulded in sand with a frigid trained nurse;
a couple desperately embracing in a taxi-cab; a knot of chattering women
in dinner dresses and open furs; another alone, painted, at once hard
and conciliatory, hurrying to an appointment.
The tension, his suspense, increased until he thought it must burst
out the windows. Between the shudders and the kissing he kept wondering
when.... It was Savina, at the speaking-tube, who commanded their
return. They left the Park for Fifth Avenue, Sixty-sixth Street. Lee got
out, but she didn't follow. He waited expectantly. The night had grown
very much colder. Why, in the name of God, didn't she come?
“In a moment” he heard her say faintly. But when she moved it was with
decision; there was no hesitation in her manner of mounting the stone
steps. The maid came forward as they entered, first to help Savina, and
then to take Lee's hat and coat and stick. Savina turned to him, holding
out her hand, speaking in a high steady voice:
“Thank you very much--wasn't it nice?--and good-night.” Without another
word, giving him no opportunity to speak, to reply, she turned neither
hurried nor slow to the stairway.
He was dumfounded, and showed it, he was sure, in the stupidity of his
fixed gesture of surprise. The emotion choked in his throat was bitter
with a sense of ill-treatment. To cover his confusion, he searched
obviously through his pockets for a cigarette case which he had left,
he knew, in his overcoat. Then, when the servant had retired, he
softly cursed. However, the bitterness, his anger, were soon lost in
bewilderment; that, with the appearance of resolving itself into a
further mystery, carried him up to his room. With a mixed drink on a
dressing-case, he wandered aimlessly around, his brain occupied with one
question, one possibility.
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