Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
“I ought to be complimented,” she admitted, “but I am not; it's only the
black velvet with the fulness taken out and a new ruffle. Clothes are so
expensive that I wanted to save. It isn't French, either. Perhaps you'll
remember that you said the new length didn't become me. No, you're not
the idiot--I am: I must stop considering and trying to please you at
every turn. I should have gone in and ordered a new dress; any other
woman you know would have done that; and, I have no doubt, would have
told you it was old when it wasn't. I wish I didn't show that I care so
much and kept you guessing. You'd be much more interested if you weren't
so sure of me. That seems to me queer--loyalty and affection, and
racking your brain to make your husband comfortable and happy, don't
bring you anything. They don't! You'll leave at once for a night in New
York or a new face with an impudent bang at the dances. I have always
tried to do what I thought was right, but I'm getting discouraged.”
“Don't lose patience with me,” he begged gravely. “If I am worth the
effort to you, Fanny, don't stop. I do the best I can. Coming out in the
train I made up my mind to stop petty quarreling. No, wait--if it is my
fault that makes it easy, we're done with it.”
“From the way you talk,” she objected, “anyone would think we did
nothing but fight. And that isn't true; we have never had a bit of
serious trouble.” She rose, coming around to him:
“That wasn't a very nice kiss we had when you came in. I was horrid.”
Lee Randon kissed her again. The cool familiarity of her lips was
blurred in the remembered clinging intensity of Savina's mouth. “Lee,
dear, blow out the candles; the servants forget, and those blue handmade
ones cost twenty-five cents apiece.” They left the dining-room with
her arm about him and his hand laid on her shoulder. Lee's feeling was
curious--he recognized Fanny's desirability, he loved her beyond all
doubt, and yet physically she had now no perceptible influence on him.
He was even a little embarrassed, awkward, at her embrace; and its
calmly possessive pressure filled him with a restive wish to move away.
He repressed this, forced himself to hold her still, repeated silently
all that she had given him; and she turned a face brilliant with color
to his gaze. Fanny made him bring her stool--how sharply Savina's heels
had dug into him under the table at the Lafayette--and showed him her
ankles. “You see, I put them on tonight for you.” Her stockings, he
assured her, were enchanting. A difficulty that, incredibly, he had
not foreseen weighed upon him: the body, where Fanny was concerned, had
given place to the intellect; the warmth of his feeling had been put
aside for the logic of determination; and he was sick with weariness. In
his customary chair, he sank into a heavy brooding lethargy, a silence,
in which his hands slowly and stiffly clenched.
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