Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
“Don't be so careful,” she answered mockingly, trotting back; “take
a chance; feel the wind streaming in your face; you'll reach Fanny
safely.”
What, exasperated, he muttered was, “Damn Fanny!” He had jumped a fence
as high and wide as respectability; and he enormously preferred Savina's
sort of courage to this mad galloping over the country. What Claire
and Peyton and Mina Raff talked about, longed for, Savina took. He
involuntarily shut his eyes, and, rocking to the motion of his horse,
heard, in the darkness, a soft settling fall, he saw an indefinite trace
of whiteness which swelled into an incandescence that consumed him. They
had turned toward home and, on an unavoidable reach of concrete road,
were walking. The horses' hoofs made a rhythmic hollow clatter. Claire,
with the prospect of losing her love, had hinted at the possibilities
of an inherited recklessness; but here was a new and unexpected cause of
disturbance.
Lee would never have supposed that such ideas were at the back of
Claire's head. He gazed at her, in spite of the fact that she had
ruffled his temper, even with an increased interest. In her direct way
she had put into words many of the vague pressures floating, like water
under night, through his brain. He would act differently; Claire wasn't
practical--all that she indicated couldn't be followed. It was spun
of nothing more substantial than the bright visions of youth; but the
world, he, Lee Randon, was the poorer for that. His was the wise course.
It took a marked degree of strength; no weak determination could hope
for success in the conduct he had planned for himself; and that gave him
material for satisfaction.
He turned to the left, at the road leading past his driveway, and Claire
went up the hill into Eastlake alone. She had thought he was describing
Savina for her benefit! The truth was that he had been possessed by a
tyrannical necessity to talk about Savina Grove, to hear the sound of
her praise if it were only on his own voice. It assisted his memory,
created, like the faintly heard echo of a thrilling voice, a similitude
not without its power to stir him. The secret realms of thought, of
fancy and remembrance, he felt, were his to linger in, to indulge, as he
chose. Lee had a doubt of the advisability of this; but his question
was disposed of by the realization that he had nothing to say; his mind
turned back and back to Savina.
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