Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
“If they do in me, that's enough, isn't it?” he demanded. “You're partly
wrong, at any rate--Cytherea is the originator and I'm the paté. But
where, certainly, you are right is that she is only a representation;
and it is what she may represent which holds me. Cytherea, if she would,
could answer the most important question of my life.”
“How tragic that she can't speak.”
“Yet that isn't necessary; she might be a guide, like a pointing
finger-post. I met a woman lately, as charming as possible, who
resembled her; and I'm sure that if I had them together--” he left the
end of his sentence in air. Then he began again, “But that could not be
managed; not much can, with advantage, in this world.” From beyond the
hall, to the accompaniment of the piano, came the words, “She might
have been a mother if she hadn't looped the loop.” Lee made a disdainful
gesture. “That is the tone of the present--anything is acceptable if it
is trivial; you may kiss wherever you like if you mean nothing by it.
But if it's important, say like--like sympathy, it's made impossible for
you.”
“If you were someone else,” Mrs. Craddock observed, “I'd think you were
in love. You have a great many of the symptoms--the wandering eye and
wild speech.”
“I am, with Fanny,” he declaimed, struggling out of the bench corner.
No one should discover the memory he carried everywhere with him.
The lights had been switched off in the living-room, but the piano
continued, and glowing cigarettes, like red and erratically waving
signals, were visible. Returning, going into the dining-room, he saw
that the whiskey had been plentifully spilled over the table. In the
morning the varnish would be marred by white stains. The stairs were
occupied, the angle in the hall behind which a door gave to the cellar
steps, was filled; a sound, not culinary, came from the kitchen pantry.
Even Fanny, with her hair in disorder, was dancing an eccentric step
with Borden Rodman. All this vibrating emotion created in him, sudden
and piercing, a desire for Savina.
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