Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
If it didn't, he continued silently, he wouldn't be eternally
responsible for himself; never a patient man, what might follow the end
of his endurance was unpredictable. His feeling toward the woman before
him was shifting, as well; the indifference was becoming bitterness; the
bitterness glittered, like mica, with points of hatred. He felt this,
like an actual substance, a jelly-like poison, in his blood, affecting
his body and mind. It bred in him a refined brutality, an ingenious
cruelty. “A mirror would shut you up quicker than anything else,” he
informed her; “you look like a woman of sixty--go somewhere and fix your
face.”
“It doesn't surprise me you are insulting,” she replied, “but I didn't
expect it quite so soon. I thought you might hide what you really were
a little longer; it seemed to me you might try to keep something. But
I guess it's better to have it all done with at once, and to meet the
worst.”
“You talk as though there were no one but you in this,” he said
concisely; “and that I didn't matter. You'll find that I have a little
to say. Here it is: I am tired of your suspicions and questions and
insinuations. You haven't any idea of marriage except as a bed-room
farce. You're so pure that you imagine more indecencies in a day than I
could get through with in five years. If there were one I hadn't thought
of, you'd have me at it in no time. It was pleasant at the Groves'
because there was none of this infernal racket. Mrs. Grove, no--Savina,
is a wise woman. I was glad to be with her, to get away--”
“Go back, then!” Fanny cried. “Don't bother about me and your home and
the children. You brought me here, and made me have them, all the blood
and tearing; but that doesn't matter. Not to you! I won't let you touch
me again.”
“That needn't trouble you,” he assured her.
“Not ... when you have her ... to touch.” She could scarcely articulate,
each word was pronounced as though it had cost a separate and strangling
effort. “You vile, rotten coward!”
The flood of her hysteria burst so suddenly that, unprepared, he was
overwhelmed with its storm of tears and passionate charges. “You ought
to be beaten till you fell down. You wouldn't say these things to me,
treat me like this, if I weren't helpless, if I could do anything. But
I can't, and you are safe. I am only your wife and not some filthy woman
in New York.” As she moved her head the streaming tears swung out from
her face. “God damn you.” Her hand went out to the table and, rising, it
held the heavy dull yellow paper cutter. Before he could draw back she
struck him; the copper point ripped down his jaw and hit his shoulder a
jarring blow.
In an instant of passion Lee Randon caught Fanny by the shoulders and
shook her until her head rolled as though her neck were broken. Even in
his transport of rage, with his fingers dug into her flesh, he stopped
to see if this were true.
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