Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
“Moralities!” he echoed indignantly, “who said a word about them? I'm
not interested in morals. Lord, Claire, how little you know me. And
as for bothering him, he'll have to put up with that. He has invited a
certain amount of it.”
They forgot the game and faced each other across the disordered cards.
“If I won't argue with him,” she insisted, “you can't. But we needn't
discuss it--he won't listen to you, Peyton's all gone. I never saw such
a complete wreck.”
“He can't avoid it,” Lee went on; “I'll have to do it if it is only for
myself; I am most infernally curious about the whole works. I want to
find out what it's about.”
“If you mean love, he can't tell you; he hasn't had enough experience to
express it. You might do better with me.”
“No, I want it from the man; a woman's feeling, even yours, would do
me no good. You see, this has always been explored, accounted for,
condemned, written about, from the feminine side. Where the man is
considered it is always in the most damnable light. If, in the novels, a
man leaves his home he is a rascal of the darkest sort, and his end is a
remorse no one would care to invite. That may be, but I am not prepared
to say. No, dear Claire, I am not considering it in preparation for
anything; I want to know; that's all.”
“The books are stuff, of course,” she agreed. “The grandfather of mine
who was killed in Madrid--it wasn't Seville--must have had a gorgeous
time: a love affair with one of the most beautiful women alive. It
lasted five months before it was found out and ended; and his wife and
he had been sick of living together. After it was over she was pleased
at being connected with such a celebrated scandal; it made her better
looking by reflected loveliness. She was rather second class, I believe,
and particularly fancied the duchess part.”
“It wouldn't be like that in the current novels, or even in the better:
either your grandparent or the duchess would be a villainous person, and
the other a victim. I'm inclined to think that most of the ideas about
life and conduct are lifted from cheap fiction. They have the look of
it. But that realization wouldn't help us, with the world entirely on
the other side.”
“No, it isn't,” Claire objected; “and it's getting less so all around
us. Perhaps men haven't changed much, yet; but you don't hear the women
talk as I do. I don't like them, as I said; they are too damned skulking
for me; but they are gathering a lot more sense in a short while.”
“I don't agree with you there,” he replied; “you are getting your own
infinitesimal world confused with the real overwhelming majority; you
haven't an idea how it feels and, in particular, of what it thinks
of you, smoking and gambling and damning your fate. It may be largely
envy--personally I am convinced it is--but they have you ticketed
straight for hell just the same.”
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