Historical fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“I--I don’t need it, thank you,” he replied, “and I never touch it any
more. I’ve sworn I never will. The wound I spoke of is on my soul; not
my body. I--”
“I thought all army men drank once in a while. Shall I get--”
“No, thank you. I’m all right again. I don’t know that the majority of
army men drink. Though a drink is a consoler after a long day’s march,
and it helps drown the memory of the comrade who was shot to pieces at
one’s side. But it is a consolation that’s not for me. It consoled me
too often--till nothing else worth while would trouble to console me.
“Mrs. Sessions, you have been very good to me. I haven’t the words to
tell you how good; and--
“And because of that, as well as because no man could lie to eyes like
yours, I wanted to tell you something. Something that may make you sorry
you’ve done so much for a worthless old derelict. Something that will
surely make you ashamed that you honored him with the offer of your
husband’s sword. I--I am the James Brinton whose story Captain Sessions
told you.”
“Land’s sake! You never are!”
“And the reason he heard no more of me was because I was ‘dismissed from
the service I had degraded,’ and was secretly kicked out of the army.
And because I was forever kicked out of it, I had to sneak back into the
service under a false name.”
“Is that all?” she asked, quietly.
“That is all--except to say good-by and get out of the house where I’ve
let myself be entertained under false pretenses.”
He rose as he spoke; sick at heart, and all at once feeling very, very
old and wretched.
He realized with a queer pang that the last hour had somehow been the
happiest he had ever known. And by contrast the future seemed to stretch
away before him dreary and barren as a rainy sea.
Dad took an uncertain step toward the head of the attic stairs. A small
and determined figure barred his way.
“Go back!” came the imperious command. “Go right back where you were,
and sit down there. You may have said all _you’ve_ got to say. But _I_
haven’t, by a long shot.”
Dully he obeyed her. His flesh shrank from the thought of listening to
the merited tongue-lashing that he felt was his due. Yet, like a scared
schoolboy, he recognized and meekly obeyed the note of authority in his
hostess’s voice.
“Now, then!” she said, planting herself squarely in front of him.
“Aren’t you ashamed, Sergeant James Brinton? Aren’t you _ashamed_?
Tolling me on like that to say scand’lous things about a poor man whose
story I only half-knew. Oh, I’m a cruel, shrewish old woman to go on
like I did about Brinton--about you.
“Who am I to sit in judgment on a poor, weak man whose love for drink
overcomes him sometimes? Why, I’m just every mite as bad myself. Without
my morning cup of tea, I’m no good at all. I lean on it as men lean on
whisky.”
“But, madam--” he stammered.
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