'Nothing could be lovelier on such an evening,' she cried. 'It will
complete our day's happiness.'
She hastened to put on her habit while her father went round to the
stables to give directions to the groom regarding the saddling of a
certain little Arab which had been bought within the week. In a short
time Standish was left to gaze in admiration at the fine seat of the old
officer in his saddle, and in rapture at the delicately shaped figure of
the girl, as they trotted down the avenue between those strange trees.
They disappeared among the great leaves; and when the sound of their
horses' hoofs had died away, Standish, sitting there upon the raised
ground in front of the house, had his own hour of thought. He felt that
he had hitherto not accomplished much in his career of labour. He had
had an idea that there were a good many of the elements of heroism in
joining as he did the vessel in which the girl was going abroad. Visions
of wrecks, of fires, of fallings overboard, nay of pirates even, had
floated before his mind, with himself as the only one near to save the
girl from each threatening calamity. He had heard of such things taking
place daily, and he was prepared to risk himself for her sake, and to
account himself happy if the chance of protecting her should occur.
But so soon as he had been a few days at sea, and had found that such
a thing as danger was not even hinted at any more than it would be in
a drawing-room on shore--when in fact he saw how like a drawing-room on
shore was the quarter-deck of the steamer, he began to be disappointed.
Daireen was surrounded by friends who would, if there might chance to be
the least appearance of danger, resent his undertaking to save the girl
whom he loved with every thought of his soul. He would not, in fact, be
permitted to play the part of the hero that his imagination had marked
out for himself.
Yes, he felt that the heroic elements in his position aboard the steamer
had somehow dwindled down to a minimum; and now here he had been so weak
as to allow himself to be induced to come out to live, even though only
for a short time, at this house. He felt that his acceptance of the
sisterly friendship of the girl was making it daily more impossible for
him to kneel at her feet, as he meant one day to do, and beg of her to
accept of some heroic work done on her behalf.
'She is worthy of all that a man could do with all his soul,' Standish
cried as he stood there in the moonlight. But what can I do for her?
What can I do for her? Oh, I am the most miserable wretch in the whole
world!'
This was not a very satisfactory conclusion for him to come to; but on
the whole it did not cause him much despondency. In his Irish nature
there were almost unlimited resources of hope, and it would have
required a large number of reverses of fortune to cast him down utterly.
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